Footprints si Orang Kampung...

demam monday

2012-01-29T20:49:00.000-08:00

I didn't make it to work today, eventually I wanted to go so badly, but my head was spinning and the fever is still on and off. I take off my baju kurung and put it back, I then joined these kids in their dream land.... :)

Onton tidur aksi kaki kangkang...

Charm Charm and her barney, jugak dalam aksi kangkang!!

Oh, kami bangun pukul 11am lepas tu!!

XL..XL..XL...

2012-01-06T00:47:00.000-08:00

eeeeeeeeeeee seram!!!

My height is about 156cm, and my recent weight was 63.2kg. I think it more now as I have been actively filling my stomach. woww... I was only 48kg years agooo...

so, memandangkan besok ada presentation, dan telah ditetapkan pakaian rasmi adalah jeans and white long sleeve, jadi aku kenalah pergi membelinya hari ni, sbb yang lama teda yang muat.

SOGO is having sales... wahhh. Tapi proses pembayarannya nah ambik ko! berbaris punyalah panjang...

BUM equipment lepas 70% diskaun dalam RM30++... ok la kan?
Seed white blouse pun dalam RM30++, very reasonable price for that brands!

perasan kicik, ambik saiz M & L, the blouse pun sama... nahhh... nampak segala kelemakannya!! haishh tidak bole jadi ni...

balik pada salesgirl minta saiz XL, tidak payah try lerr... confirm muat punya!

haishhh... diet planning must be in my MUST DO list... inda bulih ni jadi mcm ni, apatah lagi I have two weddings and two engagements to attend in Feb... ai yo, baik bertobat dari makanan sebelum saiz beranjak ke XXL....tolongggg!

rotavirus

2011-12-08T23:04:00.001-08:00

Thank God!

We finally at home again.

Little Charmy was admitted for three days as she's positive with rotavirus. She had been throwing since last sunday, after 3 days, the genius daddy & mommy finally took her for check up, and she got admitted as she's dehydrated! She's dry...

She has no fever, thank God, only diarrhea & vomiting.

For new parents, I strongly suggest for you to give your child the rotavirus vaccination, it could prevent your child from this virus..its hurt to see your child cry whenever the needle pokes them, but more hurt when their are unwell. Anything for their healthiness, go for it!

mau macam onton bah auntie...

2011-11-18T00:21:00.001-08:00

Kakak is the eldest niece in my family. A soft spoken girl and very polite. As the eldest in the family, she's trying to be the best sister to the other three siblings.

She got herself the forth place in her class recently, and as usual, everybody in the family would have to give something, there is no such thing of "tahniah" or "congrats" words.

She is only 8 years old, and she has a facebook okay!

She says that my Onton is too old for her, but in the end she's actually worries Charm-charm would be alone if she takes Onton with her. But the truth is, Onton is part of my life, I won't let her go just like that, but...

How to tell her these :
1) Itu Onton pun orang kasi auntie, bukan auntie bili.
2) Onton's breed is easily RM800 satu ikur bah..
3) No 4 mau Onton, next time mahu apa?? *bites nails*

hohoho facebook, thank you for those who have invented you!

kisah adik beradik...

2011-11-11T10:28:00.001-08:00

macam ni lah kalau semua mimang pencinta binatang... apa2 yang melibatkan kesengsaraan binatang, pasti menggugat hati dan perasaan... saya rasa kami adik beradik memang ada penyakit yang sama... tudak dapat tidur bila teringat peristiwa binatang yang terbiar/didera...

macam mana podii', ada juga urang yang memang tidak berhati perut, apalah salahnya binatang kalau diberikan kasih sayang atau makanan atau perlindungan...

a secret to reveal

2011-10-28T01:47:00.000-07:00

When I was in school, I love to read, especially those malay fiction novels. I would read everywhere even during my class, I put the book under the table and read quietly, most of my close friends knew it and even today if we happen to meet, its going to be a joke. Baca buku bawah meja.

I took a writing course in 2004 and writing a novel was part of the assignment, I half-completed a novel entitled Tati Osundu. Being a novelist is far from my intention but slowly, I am going to publish it chapter by chapter at penulisan2u. You can read them online.

A snap shot taken from penulisan2u.

1) Baru publish 3 bab... lain menyusul ya

2) Nampak tu? Bab 1 & 2 published tahun 2010, bab 3 2011, kenapa? Jangan tanya!

3) Ada 383 pembaca buat masa ni, bulihlah kampung-kampung keehoiiii...

4) Kalau bidah tu cerita, jangan baca tau!

*malu*

Malaysia’s First Ever Blogger MasterChef

2011-10-02T23:15:00.000-07:00

FOOD..FOOD..FOOD!!!

Who is willing to reject food? Food lovers are passionate about food, every moment of their lives are filled with food, the menu, the taste, the aroma, the smell and even in their sleep, they would dream about food, that’s foodie! Yes, I am not the only one, and you…. come on guys! Let’s face the reality, put the weighting scale far-far behind you, or just hide it under your cabinet, else keep it safely in your dustbin.

.^__^.

Somehow, a food lover usually an amateur cook. At least, we familiar with all those being called garlic, onions, spices, fats (oil, mayo? You name it...) err, that’s actually very close to most of our favorite recipes. RIGHT??!! *nod..nod*

Okay, many know that MasterChef Malaysia is coming closer on this October, brought exclusively to you by Astro. Watch it mann! This is the right opportunity given to our selected amateur home grown chef. Who are actually not very familiar with the cutleries protocol…or… just me!

Launching Date

22 Oct 2011

Astro Ria (Channel 104)

MasterChef TX (Start from 22 Oct 2011)

Saturday to Wednesday at 9.00pm

Master Class

Every Friday at 9.00pm

Official Site URL

http://www.astro.com.my/MasterChef/

Facebook Page Link

http://www.facebook.com/MasterChefMalaysia

Twitter Link

www.twitter.com/MasterChefMY

About

MasterChef is a worldwide phenomenon. A cooking reality show, that although doesn’t allow viewers to vote, has still broken viewership records in US and

Australia

. MasterChef is a success because not only is Food something we are all very passionate about but the show only allows amateur cooks to compete. Malaysians who love cooking but never had a chance to really showcase their skills and be appreciated, now get the opportunity! Get ready for the MasterChef phenomenon to take over Malaysia on 22nd October 2011!

How nice leh… they compete with each other to be crowned as the FIRST MasterChef of

Malaysia

… it’s too late for me to participate.Sigh…

OH WAIT!

I heard it right man, a nice email went to my inbox and made my day. For the first time ever in the blogging world... introducing to you...

This event is specially brought to you by Nuffnang and Astro. Awesome huh! And the prizes are indeed awesome..

...and a lot more... check out nuffnang website.

I would like to take up this challenge, I secretly think *malu* but come on, it's for an amateur chef okay, who knows if the luck is siding me, whoaa...

Cooking to me is kind of mind therapy, mixing all the cooking ingredients is kind of placing all your problems into a box and find ONE good solution once for all, just as to transform all the mixed remedy to a ONE special menu. Whilst my hands are working on a dish, my mind also working on a solution on something, the combination of its would surprise me sometime.... even tired with my day of working and part time studying, cooking is a must for me, especially for my dearest little daughter, Charm Charm. I even created a menu for her, which I name after her name, Charm Charm Chicken Rice. My dream is to commercialise this menu :)

Why should I get crowned as “Malaysia’s First Ever Blogger MasterChef”? Why not? If I willing to take up the challenge, or maybe you should, if you're willing to join along :)

... the recipe? Erm actually its a secret recipe which I can't reveal it anywhere for now, but trust me, its an original creation recipe... that you may find it so weird and why must this and this to be added in the recipe?

Wanna try my specialty? Call me to be one of the 40 candidates for Malaysia’s First Ever Blogger MasterChef.

Okay bloggers, take up la the challenge of this cook-off event. Erm... also, actually I want that IPad 1 badly....

tragedi durian

2011-09-28T00:45:00.000-07:00

Semalam, my family and I were having dinner at of our neighbourhood restaurant. Tengah sedap-sedap makan, datanglah seorang lelaki sambil memegang sebijik durian. Dia pun tanpa bertanya asal usul hujung pangkal terus con ceng con ceng.... then I gave hubby satu pandangan manja, dia pun segeralah paham.

Bos! Bos! Sorry la boss, kami tidak faham, kami bukan orang cina!

Oh! Ini-ah-saya-ada-van-lulian-kat-luar, lu-lasa-sacha-tak-pelu-peli-pun-takpa!

Kita tak makan durian la boss!

Oh-takpa-takpa-lu-tengok-sacha!Lu-rasa-saja-mah....tak-perlu-bayar!

The man ciau... kami pun meneruskan dinner dengan aman damai. BURP!! Just about to leave the restaurant, the man came in again, aiyoo! Courtesy wise, my mom pun pegilah tengok durian yang sangat dibangga-banggakan tu.

About 10 mins, my mom masuk balik restoran sambil menjinjing beg plastik merah yang berisi durian.

Mak, ko bili jugak?

Muka masam yang konpius.

Kanapa ko?

Ko tau brapa dia jual ni satu bijik? RM45!!!

HAH?!! RM45?

Penipu tu cina oooo... tadikan dia bilang inda payah bili pun inda apa! Ini mana ada testing-testing... trus dia suruh bili, memaksa lagi tu! huh..

Mana dia sekarang ni mak?

Ada di luar lagi mangkali tu.

Dengan semangat waja jiwa membara, melangkahlah aku mencari van putih durian tu... cilakak ko! Mo business bukan begini caranya... malangnya van tu pun suda teda...

Kami semua memandang durian berharga tu dengan perasaan tidak sanggup mo makan...

Inda pa lah mak... rezeki dia mangkali suda macam tu, anggap jah la kita ni tulung dia, ambik pengajaran la kan, len kali kena paksa tarik tali telinga segala... janganlah kita tertipu lagi!

Mahal sungguh desert kami malam tu.... RM45 tidak sampai pun 10 ulas durian, padahal dinner kami untuk 4 adults + 1 toddler baru RM64... gila betul, tidak baik menipu kalau niat mo mencari rezeki kan??
isk..isk..

aku mau

2011-09-13T10:49:00.000-07:00

Just wanted to share this lyric, someone posted in the Facebook and melts my heart in the middle of the night.

Once - Aku Mau (Youtube)

Kau boleh acuhkan diriku
Dan anggap ku tak ada
Tapi takkan merubah perasaanku
Kepadamu

Kuyakin pasti suatu saat
Semua kan terjadi
Kau kan mencintaiku
Dan tak akan pernah melepasku

Aku mau mendampingi dirimu
Aku mau cintai kekuranganmu
Selalu bersedia bahagiakanmu
Apapun terjadi
Kujanjikan aku ada

Kau boleh jauhi diriku
Namun kupercaya
Kau kan mencintaiku
Dan tak akan pernah melepasku

Aku mau mendampingi dirimu
Aku mau cintai kekuranganmu
Aku yang rela terluka
Untuk masa lalu
Simply touching kan?

Kadang kala manusia mudah lupa dan hanya pentingkan perasaan sendiri sahaja, jarang untuk memikirkan keperluan dan perasaan orang lain. Lagu ini mengingatkan saya kepada my husband, seorang yang banyak bersabar dengan kerenah saya yang tidak menentu. I have a lot of weaknesses, and I could sense that I hurted his feelings many-many times. But, he still loves me for what I am, and give in a lot when ever we quarrel... how can I repay all his kindness?

I thank the Father Almighty for giving me this opportunity to know him, to be loved by him, to be his life partner and a good father to our daughter. I pray for our marriage would last forever.. even with all kinds of obstacles in the future, as long as he is beside me, the hope for me is always there.

can I borrow your RM25 ?

2011-09-13T01:34:00.000-07:00

The story below is worth to read. Something to ponder when ever you feel that you're placed wrongly at your organisation, or you feel like you're sacrificing most of your time with your loved ones at home, the love that you've given to them is actually priceless, pour your love generously, and the labour of thy fruits would be countless. Happy reading!

Can I borrow RM25, Mommy?

A woman came home from work late, tired and irritated, to find her 5-year old son waiting for her at the door.

SON: 'Mummy, may I ask you a question?'
MUM: 'Yeah sure, what is it?' replied the woman.
SON: 'Mummy, how much do you make an hour?'
MUM: 'That's none of your business. Why do you ask such a thing?' the woman said angrily.
SON: 'I just want to know. Please tell me, how much do you make an hour?'
MUM: 'If you must know, I make $ 50 an hour.'
SON: 'Oh,' the little boy replied, with his head down.
SON: 'Mummy, may I please borrow $25?'

The mother was furious, 'If the only reason you asked that is so you can borrow some money to buy a silly toy or some other nonsense, then you march yourself straight to your room and go to bed. Think about why you are being so selfish. I don't work hard everyday for such childish frivolities.'

The little boy quietly went to his room and shut the door..

The woman sat down and started to get even angrier about the little boy's questions. How dare he ask such questions only to get some money?

After about an hour or so, the woman had calmed down , and started to think:

Maybe there was something he really needed to buy with that $25.00 and she really didn't ask for money very often.The woman went to the door of the little boy's room and opened the door.

'Are you asleep, son?' She asked.

'No Mummy, I'm awake,' replied the boy.

'I've been thinking, maybe I was too hard on you earlier' said the woman. 'It's been a long day and I took out my aggravation on you.. Here's the $25 you asked for.'

The little boy sat straight up, smiling. 'Oh, thank you Mummy!' he yelled. Then, reaching under his pillow he pulled out some crumpled up bills.

The woman saw that the boy already had money, started to get angry again.

The little boy slowly counted out his money, and then looked up at his mother.

'Why do you want more money if you already have some?' the mother grumbled.

'Because I didn't have enough, but now I do,' the little boy replied.

'Mummy, I have $50 now. Can I buy an hour of your time? Please come home early tomorrow. I would like to have dinner with you.'
The mother was crushed. She put his arms around her little son, and she begged for his forgiveness..

It's just a short reminder to all of you working so hard in life. We should not let time slip through our fingers without having spent some time with those who really matter to us, those close to our hearts. Do remember to share that R50 worth of your time with someone you love.

If we die tomorrow, the company that we are working for could easily replace us in a matter of hours. But the family & friends we leave behind will feel the loss for the rest of their lives.

hello class

2011-09-12T20:50:00.000-07:00

Finally, after almost 4 months break, I will be seeing UPM again by this evening. whoaa.... I am not excited okay. I will be more excited thinking on my chicken rice and soto ayam. -__-

Okay, I am a senior student now, at my 3rd semester. Sabar-sabar, ada beberapa bulan saja lagi bah... harap-harap by June next year, semuanya akan selesai *fingers crossed*

Kepada mereka yang ingin melanjutkan pelajaran tanpa menganggu hujung minggu, dan kebetulan berminat sesungguhnya bidang komunikasi korporat, aah!~ UPM ada menawarkan Master in Corporate Communication, dengan menyempurnakan 40 credit hours, anda akan bergelar graduan! Suka kan? Okay, pigi check website UPM SGS sekarang, anda boleh memilih subjek-subjek yang ditawarkan maksimum 15 credit per semester. Kalau rajin, dalam 3 semester boleh habis, kalau sederhana rajin macam saya dalam 2 tahun jugalah... kalau kurang rajin ada sampai 3 tahun. Kelas untuk komunikasi korporat (Master) diadakan dari pukul 6-9pm, lepas kerja. Jadi, masa kerja tidak akan terganggu, apa yang diperlukan adalah kesabaran yang lebih sediiiiiii-kit daripada biasa.

Kita boleh pilih samada mahu buat research (Msc) or course work (Master). Course work pun boleh pilih lagi sama ada final mahu buat Comprehensive Exam (CE) atau Project Paper (Mini Thesis). Dua-dua susah, dua-dua senang :)

Menyambung pelajaran bukan lah satu tuntutan, tapi ia baik untuk meningkatkan tahap kemahiran di dalam kehidupan, terutama sekali sekiranya kita ingin membuat kelainan dan peningkatan di dalam pekerjaan. Menyambung pelajaran pun bukan modal untuk 'show off' tapi ia akan mengajar kita lebih berpijak di bumi nyata. Zaman sekarang masa berlalu begitu pantas sekali, pelik betul, sebab itu saya tidak ingin masa itu berlalu tanpa membentuk saya. At least, saya mampu untuk mengorak setapak lagi dan melihat perubahan yang baharu. Kepada ibu-ibu di luar sana, buatlah kelainan dan sedikit perubahan, nescaya segalanya pasti membuahkan hasil yang memberangsangkan. Ia juga boleh dijadikan semangat dan teladan kepada anak-anak kita, bahawa kejayaan bukan mudah diperolehi, melainkan dengan usaha dan kegigihan, tidak lupa, sentiasa bersyukur kepada Tuhan yang tidak jemu-jemu mendukung keperibadian dan memimpin kita agar tidak terpesong dari landasan-Nya.

GBU.

ouch!

2011-09-12T01:40:00.000-07:00

Sakit jejari bila menaip.

Jari hantu tangan kanan luka ketika mengupas bawang putih, sudahlah bawang putih tu memang pedih kalau terkena luka. Semasa meng-chop-chop bawang putih, ibu jari tangan kiri pula ter-join sama, adusss! Memang tahap kerajinan memasak over the past weekend perlu dievaluasi semula.

Walaupun hanya luka-luka kecil, namun cukup terasa apabila menaip atau ketika terkena air. Lebih-lebih lagi semasa mencubit garam, atau paling menyayat hati semasa memerah limau!Cubalah kalau mahu menguji kesabaran di jiwa.. tidak salah kalau sekadar mencuba kan ? ^_^

Kadang-kadang luka yang kecil ini menghentikan aktiviti saya. Ia mengingatkan, "Oh! Saya sakit jari ouchhh!" Itu baru sikit tu, macam mana pulak dengan luka-luka yang besar?

Suatu masa dulu saya terlibat aktif dengan aktiviti kerohanian, you name it, I have joined them all! caroling, Rosary house-to-house, LSS, Leadership Seminar, P&W...etc. I was actively in them. Sebab itu, apabila sekarang saya ~~kurang~~ sudah lama tidak aktif, saya pun ada merasai sedikit kehilangan panduan.

Being a sunday catholic has never crosses in my imagination. But now, I stand well on that platform. Kesibukan rutin kehidupan (kerja-belajar-jaga anak, jaga anak-belajar-kerja) semacam menjadi penghalang tegar, saya memerlukan masa lebih dari 24 jam sehari. A seminar facilitator told this to us before-in fact many many times, that we shouldn't let the time to manage us, but we're suppose to manage the time. Tapi pada masa sekarang, masa begitu cepat berlalu... pejam-celik-pejam-celik sudah satu minggu, fuh! Kalau berlalu betul-betul berlalu, there is no such thing of masa tambahan atau masa kecederaan, so pandai-pandailah manage. Kesibukan yang bermacam ragam ni lah yang membuatkan hidup saya terkejar-kejar, tekanan tu janganlah cakap. Masa sosial pun sangat terhad, kalau betul-betul free... tilam bantal memanggil-manggil, itu yang paling best!

Walau apa pun, saya suka mengambil masa sendiri untuk merefleksi semula kehidupan, what is my future plan? What should I do? What have I done? What is next? What have I missed? What's this what's that... and comparing my current life with the previous kind of must, tapi bagi saya itu tidak salah, as we're being in a few stages in life and we should know where is our life heading on. The moment that I missed of course my carefree moment, where I spent most of it with my closest friends. Karaoke, window shopping, visit to each other house, sleep over,... those things that a girl must have list in the friendship. On top of the list, I really loved the sleep over part, we came in zero and went back home with all sorts of stories in our head. The most interesting during the sleep over was, we actually didn't really sleep, but we ate and chat for the wholeee night, for that one night, we could simply assemble who is bad, who is pretty, who has boyfriend and who is not, paling teruk we can always get the latest info of our 'bad' friend, but we never decided to unfriend her later on, its soooo drama kan? What a waste of gossip's corner *wink* Girls being girls...sigh!

I had enough of those moment. and moved on.

Cuma.. sekarang ni, sesekali merenung kembali hidup. Itu sebenarnya bagus bah, sebab kita perlu berhenti sejak, ambik nafas panjang-panjang dan teruskan semula kehidupan. Therefore, kesakitan akibat luka-luka kecil di jari jemariku ini bukanlah satu ancaman, melainkan satu ingatan... kalau tidak kerana luka-luka ini, tidak mungkin aku perasan yang ada kuku yang agak panjang, ada yang macam mo terkeluar... begitulah, kena sentiasa berfikiran positif untuk meneruskan hari-hari yang mendatang :)

God bless!

aku berubah?

2011-09-09T01:38:00.000-07:00

Zaman telah berubah?
Persepsi berubah?
Keadaan berubah?
atau... manusia yang berubah?

Mak saya (yang berusia 52 tahun) kini berada di rumah saya sejak 3 bulan yang lepas. Kedatangan dia memang banyak meringankan segala bebanan saya... macam inda mo kasi dia balik kampung lagi tapi kesian jugak dia macam boring pulak lama-lama di sini...

Disebabkan faktor peredaran masa yang begitu cepat, saya sendiri tidak sedar sudah sejauh mana saya berada... apa yang pasti, tutur kata mak macam mengungkap banyak kenangan masa saya kecik-kecik dulu... kadang-kadang saya akan memperbetulkan ayat-ayat dia mengikut keselesaan semasa saya, lepas tu saya akan berasa bersalah.

Kamu pernah mengalami keadaan inikah? Especially siapa yang sudah lama tinggal jauh dari keluarga.

Mak, apa ko masak ari nie?
Guring ayam.
*Buka periuk* Mak! ni kan ayam masak kicap!
Apa-apa masakan ayam yang melibatkan minyak adalah AYAM GORENG.

*Tinguk Buletin Utama*
Ni perintah ah... banyak butul mo ubah!
Bukan perintah la mak.... KERAJAAN!
Kerajaan lebih dikenali sebagai PERINTAH di kalangan orang-orang tua di Sabah.

*Tinguk drama*
Mak, siok ka cerita ni?
Erm... lawa ni cerita ni, lawa betul si fasha berlakun!
Mak, bukan lawa! Cerita ni MENARIK, PANDAI si fasha ni berlakon!
Apa-apa yang menarik adalah dipanggil LAWA!

Orang tua ni akan meneruskan kehidupan dia mengikut kebiasaan dia, saya sedar bukan dia yang berubah tapi SAYA! Disebabkan taraf kehidupan dan pendidikan yang saya ada pada masa sekarang, saya semakin janggal untuk mendengar ayat-ayat yang suatu ketika dahulu tidak mendatangkan masalah pada diri saya pun. Saya bukan berniat untuk men'transform'kan dia untuk sebati dengan kehidupan saya tapi saya kadang kala mahukan dia peka dengan perubahan (silly me... yes I know!)

Walau apapun, saya bersyukur dengan apa yang ada, kadang kala saya rajin menyakat dia hehe... kesian orang tua tu... saya bukan marah dia pun, cuma kadang-kadang bila saya terkenang kembali, boleh tersenyum simpul jugak!

super cute maybank2u transfer

2011-07-28T00:17:00.000-07:00

Aktiviti penjualan udang kering / ikan bilis dari Sabah memang baru berlangsung, industri kecil-kecilan jerrr... tapikan, bila orang bayar thru maybank2u, kiutlah pulak hehe....

Walaupun RM12.50 tetap ku bersyukur :D

Ayat for bilis payment tu yg tidak tahan tu hahahha....

my new passion

2011-07-25T02:19:00.000-07:00

I am a good eater. But I am very selective with my food.
No bawang. No Taugeh. No other meat except for chicken. The list is longer than what I like to have.
But when I fell on something taste me right, I will go for that for a longgg time, I will crave for that particular food until others would vomit blood seeing me eating the same dish.

Yet, I humbly praising good food :) and my altery is currently clocked with Nasi Ayam and Soto Ayam, on my own handmade. I am not very good in cooking though...

Having a new hobby of this over-ambitious lady, I started our own food stall and have been selling Nasi Ayam twice and introduced Soto Ayam for the first time last week. I was kinda in a happy mood due to overwhelming response from my dear customers. They're SOLD OUT.

This new hobby has motivates me further, I don't mind to get up early on sunday morning whilst the rest of you are still in your dream, I don't know where is the spirit came from but I believe God is with me all the time, to strength me, and my days were succeed smoothly.

If you happen to see these menus along your way, try them! Bagi sokongan bah..

Oh Petua! Ubat sakit gigi..

2011-07-24T19:42:00.000-07:00

uh-uh sakit gigiiiii....

Senang jah... ambil sebiji (Seulas?) bunga cengkih dan kunyah... pelan-pelan... kajian menunjukkan Cengkih dapat mengurangkan sakit gigi dan juga keradangan gusi selama dua jam. *Lepas tu kalau sakit lagi.. kunyah lagi lah :p* Pakar-pakar UCLA membuktikan kandungan eugenol yang terkandung di dalam cengkih merupakan bahan anestetik semulajadi yang kuat.

Cengkih juga baik untuk peredaran darah yang lancar, cuma percikan ¼ sudu teh serbuk cengkih ke dalam makanan anda..makan. Ini dipercayai boleh menstabilkan kandungan gula di dalam darah dan melembapkan penghasilan kolestrol. Hasil menunjukkan ia boleh membantu kepada pembebasan kolestrol pada arteri dalam masa tiga minggu.

Huh?!! mari cuba..

Khidmat terjemahan sumber oleh Sosondoton

Oh Petua! Halia ejen penghalang sakit sendi tuuu....

2011-07-21T01:28:00.000-07:00

Sakit otot ? Sendi? huh...

Penyelidik Denmark telah mengesyorkan pesakit-pesakit otot dan sendi untuk mencampurkan hirisan halia ke dalam diet mereka, keputusan menggalakkan hanya dalam masa DUA bulan! 63% pesakit yang menderitai penyakit ini mengalami kelegaan sendi, kekejangan dan bengkak otot.

Pakar memberi kredit kepada halia yang mengandungi "gingerols", ejen yang menghalang pencetusan hormon sakit. Dos kajian mengesyorkan : Tambah 1 sudu teh halia kering atau 2 sud teh halia cincang ke dalam makanan harian anda.

Selamat mencuba!

Khidmat terjemahan sumber oleh Sosondoton

hidup kewanitaan

2011-05-19T00:31:00.000-07:00

HIDUP perlu dihidupkan, untuk makna sebuah kehidupan.

Liku-liku kehidupan perlu melalui beberapa tahap untuk kita saling belajar dan menghargai masa kita di dunia ini. Tidak kira samaada anda seorang wanita yang berkerjaya, wanita yang bergelar surirumah, atau wanita yang bergelar mahasiswi.

Bergelar seorang wanita adalah begitu mencabar, pelbagai dugaan dan bebanan terletak kemas di atas bahu. Lepas satu, satu masalah lagi muncul, lepas satu, muncul lagi fenomena yang baru. Wajarkah kita sebagai wanita menolaknya? Rutin hidup seorang wanita sepatutnya tidak begitu kompleks, namun keadaan di sekeliling memerlukan kita yang bergelar wanita untuk memahaminya dan bertindak keatasnya. Proaktif dan aktif, kedua-duanya adalah sama berat.

Wanita sering dikaitkan dengan perangai yang cerewet, intuitif, sukar melepaskan kenangan silam dan susah untuk membuat keputusan. Namun sebagai wanita, kaum yang amat memahami jiwa kaumnya. Wanita sebenarnya tidak mudah beralah, intuitif untuk memikirkan kemungkinan yang mungkin berada di depan, persediaan-persediaan yang sewajarnya perlu ada, bukan setelah terhantuk, baru hendah terngadah.

Kaum wanita sebenarnya kaum yang suka diberi perhatian, bukanlah perhatian yang berlebihan kerana perhatian itu adalah satu penghargaan. Tidak dinafikan sememangnya kaum wanita suka dihargai selepas segala yang mereka lakukan di dalam pekerjaan, rumahtangga atau tugas-tugas yang lain. Wanita bijak menyimpan memori dan bukan mudah melupakan sesuatu hal yang menyentuh kehidupan mereka. Tidak semua wanita menjadi pengungkit, mesti berlandaskan sebab dan situasi pada masa tersebut. Wanita boleh diibaratkan sebagai ”Tong Memori”. Kelukaan di hati mereka juga jarang terpadam, namun tidak juga sering dimarakkan. Kelukaan di hati mereka banyak yang disimpan sebagai rujukan kepada peristiwa-peristiwa yang bakal menyusul di dalam kehidupan mereka.

Wanita jarang mengenal penat, kesibukan harian di luar jarang dijadikan alasan untuk tidak menyiapkan tanggungjawap di rumah. Bagi kaum ini, keluarga adalah tiang kehidupan yang wajar dijaga kebajikan dan kewujudannya. Melihat sebuah keluarga yang sederhana dan sempurna mampun untuk membuatkan seseorang wanita tersenyum meskipun di dalam tidur mereka.

Lantaran itu, tidak kira wanita yang berada disamping anda ada seorang ibu, kakak, adik, sepupu, isteri atau teman wanita, hargailah perasaan mereka. Wanita tidak memerlukan kekuatan yang berlebihan daripada kaum lelaki, tetapi memadai dengan kekuatan yang mengatasi diri wanita itu sendiri.

Ini adalah luahan ikhlas dari seorang wanita yang bekerja, telah mempunyai keluarga (suami dan anak) dan pada masa yang sama, bertungkus lumus di dalam pengajiaannya.

kodom-kodom mata dadi gia sayang...

2011-05-09T21:48:00.000-07:00

Kodom-kodom (pejam-pejam mata).

Hehe, sayang jgn marah ah klu ko termarah HEHE!
kiut bah ni gambar...

charm charm loves mommy

2011-05-08T09:56:00.000-07:00

Malam hari lima, balik lambat dari opis... sampai di rumah, charm-charm suda menunggu di pintu, nampak mommy dia apa lagi, gumbiraaaa tu budak kicik... hantak2 kaki di lantai sambil katawa2... woncoiii kan?

Masuk rumah dia minta dukung, cium2 dia, gilitik2 dia, bubut dia sukalah kijap dia tu.....

Seperti biasa sa buka jam pastu letak di atas TV, sa terus terpandangkan sekeping kad colour biru muda, ada reben pink di atas... a hand-made card... a beautiful card...

A simple card that touches my heart...

Mommy tau sayang :) Love you too... my unconditional love unto you forever...

Masa kicik2 dulu manalah sa paham ada mother's day, sebab urang2 kampung ni manalah prihatin benda-benda ni semua... skarang ni sija yang terbiasa ni telinga. mata & mulut dengan ungkapan mother's day.

Apa-apa pun, terima kasih la sama kakak2 & cikgu2 charm-charm di nursery... I will pray for all of you to be blessed with wonderful children and may your children would always cheer up your life...

Tapikan, as a mother, memang sa terasa terharu jugalah bila terjumpa kad kiut ni... macam betul2 dari charm-charm kan... akan ku frame kan kad ni... sebab inilah pertama kali julung kali dan yang terutama sekali dalam hidup ini, sa dapat kad mother's day....

Happy mother's day to all wonderful mommies whereever you're...xoxo

santapan orang habis exam...

2011-05-07T01:28:00.000-07:00

Hari khamis, 5 May 2011. Akhirnya sa habis juga dua paper terakhir sem 2 ni. Lepas ni banyak benda sa mo buat, mo spend time sama Charm2 terutamanya.... panat ooo belajar sambil kerja ni... macam inda cukup nafas pun ada.

Pagi-pagi lagi sa suda pi UPM, memag dapat exam leave, nasib.. tunggu si Tiang untuk datang ajar Statistik punyalah menggelabah sa... ya lah 'kurang pandai' kan macam tu la tu...

Paper Stat pukul 3pm... paning tinguk soalan ni... semua maut-maut punya bah... nasib baik Dr Jusang extend sampai 6.15pm... patutnya kul 3pm kena submit jawapan... sa mmg kurang pandai ni bab-bab statistik ni.. macam manalah mo buat research nanti ni...

7.45pm pula paper Communication Strategies, hah yang ni esei memanjang, siok sikit menjawap sebab kena menuuuuuulis sija banyak2. by 10.00pm da ketandusan idea.. sebab suda banyak so sa antar sijalah.. sakit suda tangan... dada betul2 rasa lapang masa tu....

Balik rumah lapar... pigi tapau, mo cari kelainan makanan malam tu, tapi inda lain mana pun... besa-besa jah pun... hah ni la menu sa malam tu....

wa-tan-ho sea food...

disirami dengan kicap ayam sama lada sabah... mantap!

diselangi dengan 100-plus yg mengalir salju di kerongkong.... fuh!

sadap kan? bah ta...pun sagang!

5 marks or countless marks??

2011-04-19T21:19:00.000-07:00

Given a scenario, last week, in the Communication Research Method class.

"I am giving you up to this Sunday to submit your proposal, however, I will deduct 1 mark per day as today is the deadline."

"Sir, can I submit on Sunday?"

"Sure, but then your mark would be deducted to 4"

WHAT?!! 4?? and the full marks is only 40%. And that was on last Wednesday.

T__T.

Later at home, hubby was asking me to apply for leave on Friday. He has to go for his teambuilding at Hulu Langat. Meaning that he will be away over the week end, and I have to look after si budak kicik alone, and I got to finish all the assignments at the same time. And Thursday just passed without touching on my research proposal.

So there it off. I took leave on last Friday. I showered with the budak kicik. I ate with her. I played with her. I slept with her. Ate. Played. Slept. Cooked. We vacuumed and cleaned the house. We watched Korean series. We sang along together. We danced. We slept. And the research proposal kept on triggering my mind.

Saturday. Almost the same routine repeated.

Sunday. I cannot tahan already. What ever it is, by 11.59pm, the proposal must be placed underneath Dr. Muati's door.Since my youngest sister was around, I asked for her favor to look after my little one. And I locked myself in my bedroom with my laptop on my dressing table.

I finished the proposal at 9.45pm. I showered and went down, ate my dinner. 10.00pm. Off we drove to UPM. But too sad, everything has been locked up, from the photostat shop to faculty's doors, all have been locked up.

So... we drove back home.

I have no choice, other that sent Dr Muati an email with the proposal attached, I gave him a solid and valid reason. I hope he will accept it.

It's not that I refuse to finish it early, but being a working mom, and doing my study at the same time, 24 hours a day is like nothing and you'd need more if God can fulfill that for me. I am praying hard for my proposal is being accepted gracefully, as I truly understand Dr Muati's strictness in giving his marks and his rules... no ones would ever change them. Crossing my fingers, God help me,please!

and I don't mind for my marks being deducted, compared that to the time that I've spent with my little one over the week end, I shall not regret it. 5 marks or countless time with Charmaine?

And world.... as you're reading this post... please pray for me ya!

back to reality

2011-04-17T23:43:00.000-07:00

A BIG WELCOME TO SOSONDOTON.

She finally found herself as she was searching for herself for the past 1 year.
Honestly, ever since I befriend to nuffnang, I was so excited about the side income part. I was having thought that this is the way for me to generate side income. Honestly I was not eager in updating my own blog, but busy on blog walking to others' blogs. I was having fun indeed on how they managed to get the perks from nuffnang, and I wanted that also soooo badly.

After a while (just recently), I notice that nuffnang brought me no where so far hahaha, I am not being a judgmental here, it could be my fault also as I should be more creative to invite traffic into my blog.. but I ended up by choosing a few blogs only as the rest did not really supplement my expectations. But these blogs that I have been following to, even some of them are not listed in my blog, but I did followed them as a silent reader, that's where they earns my attention and loyalty.

I learned a lot for the other bloggers. Through their lives daily experiences to their happy days to their bad days I do really follows them. I am in the mood of that. In the end it made me realise that, I should be not aiming for the perks from nuffnang, but to the basic of my blogging purpose, which was: to share the journey of life being me.

Maybe I should, as for now, I thank nuffnang for the RM29.75 credited into my nuffnang account after a year with them (honestly), as the figure is no longer my concentration, but I must admit that I must be a real person of Sosondoton. Satisfaction is not only gained through perks when it comes to Ringgit, but also, the relationship that I have shared with the bloggers, and most importantly, their lives' story that touches me in so many ways... I thank you all of the bloggers who did not even notice me as their silent reader :)

To all bloggers, keep on writing, no matter how short it is or how long it would be, when your posts touching a heart, it would really make a difference in someone's life.

See ya in this blogging world.

my blog stat again...

2011-04-12T23:29:00.000-07:00

aiyooo... seminggu masa berlalu mcm tu saja...
This blog missed me for a week :)

OK, no much rambling la... tadaaaaa......

hehehe, ada peningkatan kan?? bah pa lagi....*ni pun bole kasi jadi blog post?*

my last week blog stat

2011-04-05T02:07:00.000-07:00

I setup this blog in Nov 2008.
Update it when I really feel like to do so, meaning that when I have nothing to do.
But I love to read other blogs. And it called my interest to write in my own blog, again.
After a while, I made a vow hehe... and finally in March 2011, I wrote entry by entry... wahhhhhh
I don't think that I have that many followers as others deserve them more than I do :)

Well people, I am happy for my last week stat!

Thank you for reading my domain!!
I will show you my blog stat again in a month time HAHAHAHA!
Can I make a difference?? bulih ka?

100 penulis

2011-04-03T21:28:00.000-07:00

I have been wanting to join a group of freelance writers here in Malaysia. But I couldn't find one. Last month I came across this site from one of the blogger and get myself registered.

It's easy but you may have to lay down your commitment.
Being a writer/blogger is fun and you'll get know a bunch of creative people who would make you to think...write..think..write..think..write...

You would have to undergo 4 assignments upon registration. Once qualified, you may contributes your articles too, and make people read them. Sharing new ideas and knowledge, why not??

You may find further details at www.100penulis.com.

jangan baca kalau tidak mau terkena

2011-04-01T01:01:00.000-07:00

Di satu pagi yang indah, Alin berjalan-jalan dengan penuh keriangan. Dia berlari-lari menangkap rama-rama yang berterbangan di halaman rumahnya. Emak Alin sangat rajin menanam pokok bunga dan pelbagai bunga berkembang mekar di taman rumah mereka.

Alin sangat menyayangi pokok-pokok bunga emaknya... dia sering bercakap-cakap dengan pokok-pokok bunga itu... bunga-bunga itu bagaikan kawan-kawan yang menyerikan hidup Alin, apatah lagi Alin adalah seorang anak tunggal.

Emak Alin telah pergi ke pasar dan ayahnya telah pergi ke tempat kerja. Cuti sekolah selama 3 minggu akan dimanfaatkan sepenuhnya oleh Alin untuk dia membantu emaknya menyiram dan menjaga pokok-pokok bunga di taman mereka. Seperti biasa, Alin berjalan di taman bunga mereka, asyik berjalan Alin tersadung akar pokok bunga raya, Alin terjatuh, perlahan dia bangun dan mendapati lututnya luka, Alin tidak membawa sapu tangan, maka dia mula mencari-cari sesuatu yang boleh digunakan untuk mengesat darah di lututnya.

Alin terpandangakan sesuatu, pantas di capainya.. rupanya sehelai kain kusam yang agak bersih, dibukanya lipatan yang tidak kemas itu... ketika baru hendak disuakan ke lututnya, matanya terpaku kepada tulisan-tulisan yang hampir hilang pada helaian kain kusam itu... darahnya menyirap namun dituruti jua...

"Jangan baca kalau tidak mahu terkena"

Alin semakin berdebar. Darah di sarafnya bagaikan mengalir dengan pantas sekali. Namun di gagahi juga mengatasi ketakutannya.

"Kamu adalah yang terpilih mendapat pesanan ini!"

Alin kian runsing namun dia tahu dia perlu menghabiskan bacaannya... dikerlingnya kain kusam itu untuk membaca ayat yang berikutnya.

"Kamu tidak dapat lari dari takdir pada hari ini!"

Ayat yang seterusnya.

"Bersedialah!"

dan yang seterusnya....

"Pandang ke atas dan anda akan mengetahuinya"

Dengan keperihan di lutut kirinya, Alin suda tidak mengendahkannya. Mahu tidak mahu dia mendongak kepalanya ke atas dengan perlahan-lahan.... Alin menutup matanya!

Alin membuka matanya perlahan...perlahan.....perla...han.....
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TIADA APA-APA YANG BERLAKU PUN... lek ler.... April fool jah pun hehehhehee

JPN or LHDN

2011-03-31T00:51:00.000-07:00

Me : Hello, CY? Are you on leave today?
CY : Yes Vel, anything?
Me : On nothing then, tot that you're coming in later. Hmm, kenapa pulak U cuti?
CY : Oh I'm going to %.^.&.N later....
Me : What? LHDN?
CY : Ya!
Me : Oh great, I have not open any file with them, could U pls take any related form for me to register?
CY : Do you mean a registration form?
Me : Ya...
CY : Are you sure that you've not open any file?
Me : Ya... and the company kept on deducting my salary....

TWO DAYS LATER IN THE OFFICE

Me : Where is my form?
CY Stares blank.
Me : Why??
CY : I got the form, the registration form...
Me : Then pass it to me la...
CY : May I ask you something?
Me : What?
CY : How come you can get married arr ?
Me : Why?
CY : If you have not open the file?
Me : Thinks deeply.... err....where did u go to open the file ar?
CY : JPN lah... to get register for my wedding....
Me : Slaps forehead...

MUAHAHAHAHAHA.......

Encoder-Messager-Noise-Decoder-Message

The noise part must be very interesting then!

in the name...

2011-03-28T00:07:00.000-07:00

Shallom my dearest Sister...

May your day today filled with happiness and healthiness...
Always take a good care of yourself k. Remember that we're here are waiting for you to return...:)

I just wanna share something... about lil' Charmaine. She's getting smart now... yesterday in church she was naugty and refused to sit in the church, so I took her outside the church, she aimed for the "kulit kerang besar" which filled with holy water, and I had to carry her up, my tot was she wanted the shell... I was so touched when she deep her finger into the holy water and pointed at her forehead...

Sis, I have asked her in silent to pray for your healthiness... I am sure she did, we loves you Sis :)

it's Your will

2011-03-24T21:24:00.000-07:00

We love you Sis... and we're hoping that you'll be back here, to be with us again and together we serve those who need HIM... as in my prvious msg, I am not going to give up, asking God to return your health, your spirit and YOU to us. Do not take you far from us, they're many more out there who're suppose to be called by HIM but not you... I am sooooo sorry if this is too much, but God please hear me, I am not asking You to repay for what we hv done to ur ppl, but at least, this matter is surely a small thing for You. We need Sr Sylvia, it's Your will Jesus, cure her from her sufferings. We believe in your miracle, you have cured many people and touched many heart, Jesus please, let that happen again. Please... I promise to be good and do your will, again.

i am with you always...

2011-03-24T00:20:00.000-07:00

Dear Sis,

Kami sayang sangat sama kau bah. Saya tahu semangat kau memang kuat, tapi entah disaat-saat ini macam saya pula yang merasakan lebih memerlukan kau daripada kau perlukan kami.

Saya betul-betul terkejut Sis.

Tuhan memang ada banyak rencana untuk kita, kalau saya cakap ini tidak adil tapi saya tidak tahu apa lagi rencana Tuhan untuk kita semua.

Sis, andainya keajaiban itu satu pemberian... sa mo kasi tu sama ko..

Be strong kio... all of us are always with you...

Isu Hangat :: Rakaman Video Aksi Seks Dipercayai Pemimpin Tertinggi Pembangkang Kini Muncul

2011-03-21T02:23:00.000-07:00

Diambil dari sini.

PETALING JAYA: Dunia politik tanah air pada Isnin dikejutkan dengan penemuan pita rakaman aksi perlakuan seks seorang pemimpin tertinggi parti pembangkang dengan seorang wanita asing di sebuah hotel di ibu kota dekat sini.

Rakaman bertarikh 21 Februari yang berdurasi selama 30 minit itu menunjukkan aksi-aksi seks Ahli Parlimen berprofail tinggi berkenaan dari pelbagai sudut yang jelas menampakkan wajah beliau bersama wanita terbabit yang dipercayai seorang pelacur.
Pita rakaman berkenaan ditemui tersembunyi di dalam bilik hotel berkenaan baru-baru ini.
Malah, jam tangan pemimpin terbabit dikatakan tertinggal di bilik itu selepas aksi berkenaan dirakamkan.
Beberapa wakil media telah dipertontonkan dengan rakaman berkenaan secara individu di sebuah bilik hotel oleh sekumpulan orang yang tidak dikenali yang diketuai oleh seorang lelaki yang hanya dikenali sebagai Datuk T.

Datuk T memberitahu, dia mahu media menyaksikan sendiri rakaman tersebut sebelum menyerahkan kepada pemimpin berkenaan dan isterinya untuk tujuan pengecaman dalam tempoh seminggu ini.
Katanya, jika ahli politik kanan berkenaan dikenal pasti, pemimpin itu dan isterinya perlu 'mengundurkan diri dari politik' kerana ternyata beliau bukan seorang yang 'warak dengan moral yang tinggi seperti mana yang digambarkan'.
Kata Datuk T lagi, jika kedua-dua mereka enggan berundur, beliau akan memanggil beberapa pertubuhan bukan kerajaan (NGO) bagi membentuk satu panel bebas serta mengupah pakar forensik bagi mengkaji keaslian rakaman berkenaan.
Beliau mendakwa secara tidak sengaja menemui pita rakaman terbabit selepas diminta oleh pemimpin politik berkenaan mencari jam tangannya yang tertinggal di bilik di mana rakaman itu dipercayai dilakukan.

"Saya tidak menemui jam tangan itu di atas meja, jadi saya cari di belakang meja solek. Saya terkejut terlihat banyak wayar di belakangnya.
"Selepas meneliti, saya temui empat kamera litar tertutup (CCTV), saya kemudian cuba membuka dua laci dari meja solek berkenaan dan mendapati salah satu daripadanya berkunci.
"Saya cuba buka laci berkenaan dengan mengumpil kuncinya sebelum menemui perakam CCTV yang masih aktif, saya putuskan wayarnya dan ambil perakam itu," dakwanya lagi.
Beliau bertegas tidak menyerahkan kepada mana-mana pihak kerana bimbang ia akan disalin dan disebarkan.

Wakil-wakil media termasuk The Star dipertontonkan rakaman tersebut melalui komputer peribadi di bilik itu yang dikawal ketat.

Sebelum masuk, wartawan The Star diperiksa dan telefon bimbitnya diambil.
Lain-lain media termasuk dari BERNAMA, New Straits Times, Utusan Malaysia, China Press, portal berita Internet, agensi berita asing dan sekurang-kurangnya seorang wakil daripada organ pembangkang turut hadir.

Rakaman berkenaan menunjukkan imej yang jelas akan pemimpin pembangkang berkenaan dan wanita terbabit berkulit cerah yang dipercayai dari Asia Timur.

Sementara itu, Pengarah Komunikasi Parti Keadilan Rakyat (PKR), Nik Nazmi Nik Ahmad dalam reaksi segeranya menerusi laman Tweeter menyifatkan ia adalah rakaman palsu.

Oh my God!!

lari !!! oh tidak... makan angin saja

2011-03-20T23:51:00.000-07:00

Apa kamurang buat bila kamu tension?
Apa kamu buat bila kamu asyik kena kurung dalam rumah?

Walaupun hanya bergelar 'haiwan peliharaan' aka pets, (panggil anjing sadis woooor), Onton & Memex pun mau jalan2 jugak... lama kami tidak bawa dorang jalan2, dorang pun makin tension, so decided ~~lari dari rumah~~ jalan-jalan sendirian berhad... sesama mereka sajalah...

Tragedi 1
Petang Ahad. Mahu masuk kereta pigi Mass petang.
Onton lari sekuat-kuat hati.
Semua panik.
Daddy dia pun pigi cari. Tidak sampai 5 minit. Onton suda berada di pangkuan dia. Tengok muka daddy dia jangan cakap lah kan.... berpeluh-peluh... hehehe

Tragedi 2
Hari yang sama cuma berlaku pada waktu malam.
Memex pula mengorak langkah dan Onton dengan gembira mengekori adik hitam kesayangan dia tu.
Kali ni lebih panik sebab sudah malam kan.... sebab dua2 suda hilang, daddy terpaksa drive out pigi cari dorang... and found them 20 minutes later... riuh rendah satu taman...

Kasiannn dorang... terpaksa keluar makan angin dengan cara yang paling tidak senonoh dan menyusahkan tuan dorang... tapi iya la kan... cuba kalau kita dikurung berhari-hari, siapa yang tahan??
Mungkin dorang tidak dapat menbezakan apa itu lari dari rumah atau sekadar keluar makan angin... Onton Memex.... haihhh....

meet onton & memex

2011-03-18T00:32:00.000-07:00

Hari ini saya ingin memperkenalkan pasangan adik beradik yang bukan kembar dan tidak seiras.

Tapi mereka inilah sebahagian daripada contributor yang menghangatkan suasana ketika di rumah. Comel? tidak jugak...

Nakal? Boleh tahanlah...

Manja? Bergantung kepada keadaan...

Salam perkenalan kepada semua..... TADAA....

My name is Memex Maxmilian.

I was born on 30 Nov 2008.

I am very obedient, fierce (tahap sederhana) but I hate eggs & vacuum & chopstick.

My name is Onton Saphira.

I was born on 26 Sept 2007.

I am very dominant compared to my black brother, fierce (tahap gaban).

I hate rats & lizards.I love my mommy very much ^___^

... and I love The Only ONE (si newborn kitten in the house)

Demikianlah kisah mereka buat masa ini... akan disambung lagi....

itu dia charm-charm

2011-03-15T20:28:00.000-07:00

Semalam hujan lebat masa OTW balik Shah Alam, lepas tu lepas tol masuk Kesas ada eksiden, dasat jugaklah.... kereta yang eksiden sudah parked tepi jalan tapi heran jalan tetap jam dasat... biasalah masyarakat Malaysia kan masyarakat prihatin... cuba kalau kita duduk selamba tepi highway, ambik ko jalan boleh jam berkilo-kilo meter...hehe

Mo sampai rumah suda singgah NSK kejap, sebab malam semalam teda kelas, beli ikan dan ayam dan sotong dan sayur2an dan macam-macam lagi... dan juga susu si charm-charm.Kesian budak kicik tu teda susu formula suda, tapi sampai masa ni dia masih breastfeed juga pun... formula tu kira supplement la sebab mommy dia hentam makan macam-macam, takut jah dia tdk cukup zat nanti...

Sampai rumah, charm-charm tengah menikmati dinner yang disediakan oleh daddy dia *daddy dia ni kerja shah alam so boleh la balik awal once in a while* suka budak kicik tu momom... nampak mommy dia terus offer ayam dia... mommy dia hanya senyum, cium dahi dia.

"How are you today darling?"
"jhe jhe jhia!!"
"How's school sayang?"
"Ajhe jhe jhea!!"
"Ok darling, let mommy kemas-kemas barang dulu k!"
Kissed her once again and she continues with her ayam goreng.

Jam pukul 9 malam.

Masuk dapur. Bersihkan ikan. Bersihkan ayam. Bersihkan sotong. Masak bubur charm-charm untuk stok up 3 hari. Masak sup ikan untuk dinner charm-charm the next 2 days. Simpan barang-barang. Cuci apa yang patut. Buat simple dinner. Rebus ayam untuk Memx & Onton (Anjings). Tuang pallet untuk Mimi & The Only 1 (Kucings).

Charm-charm sudah tidur. Jam 10.30pm.

Naik atas. Mandi. Kemas beg nursery charm-charm. Baju, check. Diapers, check. Berus gigi, check. Towel, check. Roti gardenia untuk breakfast charm-charm, check. Onton berkejar-kejaran sama c The Only 1 (anak kucing). Turun bawah, baring2 di sofa sbb daddy charm-charm punya turn mandi. baca buku. Tertidur. Jam 11.00pm.

Daddy charm-charm turun. Dinner (Yes, pukul 11pm). Kemas-kemas lagi. Buka tilam (tidur depan TV). Charm-charm breastfeed. Charm-charm tidur balik. Daddy tidur. Onton & Memex tidur. Mimi & The Only 1 tidur. Mommy pun tidurrr.

Tup tup pukul 3.50am. Charm-charm bangun dengan senyum gembira. Ala...MAK!!!

Bagi dia susu, main-main sama dia sampai kul 5.00am. Ngantuk gilaaaa.... charm-charm breastfeed lagi dan tidurrrr....

6.30am.

Daddy bangun dulu. Buat susu baby. Mandi dan bersiap p kerja.
Mommy bangun.Kasi nenen charm2. Kemas-kemas. mandi.

Masuk kereta.
Mommy kena hantar p komuter.
Charm-charm p sekolah (nursery bah actually).
Daddy pi ofis (Intekma Resort).

Gambar 1 : my darling charm-charm

Gambar 2 : Daddy, Onton (putih) & Memex (hitam), tengah main magic-magic

Hampir setiap hari inilah rutin kami. Kamu macam mana pulak??

BIG breakfast for free

2011-03-14T23:59:00.000-07:00

If you happen to purchase this... save the other set for me please :)

‘Lost’ Enid Blyton book found

2011-03-14T21:12:00.000-07:00

Back to my primary school, I was known as 'ulat buku'. But not really into school book text hahha... I was really into all this fiction books.

One of the ever best favorite author is Enid Blyton. I love all her books, I even dream to be a special detective as her writings influences me in many ways.

Found this article from the Malaysia Insider. And would like to share it with all Blyton's fan.

LONDON, Feb 23 — A previously unknown novel by British children’s writer Enid Blyton has been discovered, according to a charity which bought a collection of the bestselling author’s manuscripts at auction last September.

“Mr. Tumpy’s Caravan” is a story of around 200 typed pages which was initially believed to be a version of “Mr. Tumpy and His Caravan,” a picture book made up of newspaper comic strips, said Kathryn Row of the Seven Stories children’s book gallery.

But the charity’s archivist looked in more detail and called in an authority on Blyton.“They (the experts) are fairly confident it’s an undiscovered piece of work,” Row said.

“We bought these manuscripts at auction last September, and the archivist went through it all. Just before Christmas she had a hunch that this was something quite different,” Row added.

Imogen Smallwood, Blyton’s youngest daughter, told the BBC: “There’s always excitement when an unknown typescript is found of anybody’s who is well known. Because this wasn’t even known about, it has to rank quite high.”

The story is not dated, but according to the BBC, it bears the address Old Thatch, Bourne End, Buckinghamshire, which was Blyton’s home until 1938.

“Mr. Tumpy’s Caravan” follows the adventures of a caravan with a mind of its own.

Blyton died in 1968, and was one of the most successful children’s writers of the 20th century.

According to her publisher Chorion, she wrote nearly 800 books which have been translated into more than 40 languages and sold more than 500 million copies worldwide. She created a group of internationally renowned series which included mystery and adventure stories like “The Famous Five” and “The Secret Seven,” school stories such as “Malory Towers” and the “Noddy” stories for younger children.

Seven Stories’ Row said the charity could not publish the newly-discovered work, because Chorion held the rights.

“It is up to them, and at the moment there are no plans to publish,” she said. — Reuters

Who has her all collection??

my nuffnang earning

2011-03-14T00:06:00.000-07:00

A blogger has many purpose of being blogger.

Some to make friends.

Some to express their feelings.

Some just for cuba-cuba.

Some just for ikut-ikut kawan.

Some got very excited when their friends have a blog and posted their photo in there, since many of us are not capable to appear in other channel of network hehe...so when my friend got, I must have also lah... some because of a blogger could earn thousands of ringgit, so I want that $$ too...

There is a say, it will be very easy to setup a blog, but it hard to maintain it.

For my case, I just want to write whenever I feel like to do so. And after sometimes, I discovered nuffnang, and got excited of it, got myself registered and hoping that I will earn that thousands of RM. Too bad, I was lack in strategy as my blog got only updated once in a blue moon. So kasiannnn... finally I opened my nuffnang, still got excited, as I managed to get part of my thousands of RM.Oh ya it happened last year April... and it's accumulating.. how much??

TADAA!!!

HAHAHAHA!!

I hope this figure would last not for long, please get it boost up!

and today I made a history, as I have 2 posts today =)

cham cham chicken rice

2011-03-13T20:13:00.000-07:00

Terence's new born genap satu bulan on last friday, so we had a full moon party kecil-kecilan for the beautiful Sara Lourdesia on last saturday.

And I cooked nasi ayam. Menjadi la jugak :)

At Terence's neighborhood got this kedai makan by the name of CHAN CHAN CHICKEN RICE.
And Martha suggested for me to be their competitor, kasi nama CHAM CHAM CHICKEN RICE.

HAHAHAHA!

Ciam??

Charm-charm tu ialah nama timangan my pricess :)

true confession

2011-03-11T00:27:00.000-08:00

While doing my office work, a colleague of mine sent me a link on this news.

Desperate divorcee in a dilemma

IN a front-page “true confession”, a young divorcee told Harian Metro that she went through six abortions in four years to please her boyfriend and because she was taken in by his sweet promises to marry her.

The 32-year-old woman, who only wanted to be known as Balqis, said that after her marriage crashed in 2007, she befriended and fell in love with a married man.

With three children to fend for after her divorce and uncertain about her future, Balqis depended on the man, who allegedly promised to marry her.

“Unfortunately, my love for him made me go overboard and I got pregnant six times,” she told the tabloid, adding that she paid a private clinic RM300 each time to “wash away” an unwanted baby.

Balqis said her doctor was not concerned about her abortions but on her fifth request, he told her that he was worried it could affect future pregnancies.

“In one instance, I got pregnant barely two months after an abortion,” she said, adding that she did not observe any confinement period after each abortion because of work and fear that her colleagues would find out.

Balqis, who did not say what her work was, said that despite her feelings of guilt, she continued to harbour hopes that her boyfriend would eventually marry her.

However, due to frequent abortions, she said she was always miserable and depressed, besides feeling guilty over what she had done.

“Worse, I’m always hearing little children cry when I sleep,” she said, adding that the abortions caused her weight to reduce drastically to a mere 47kg.

Oh my God!

kisah daphne iking

2011-03-09T00:17:00.000-08:00

Tahun 2003.
Nama dia ni baru mau melonjak naik, kemenangan beliau sebagai Unduk Ngadau Kaamatan peringkat Klang Valley dan peringkat Negeri Sabah secara keseluruhannya merupakan bonus yang baik bagi dia menempah nama. Bermula sebagai broadcast journalist ke pengacara ke pelakon, dia menjadi celebriti yang berjaya mencipta nama, bagi rakyat Sabah, dia mula menjadi idola dan kebanggaan. Sebabnya dia mempunyai pakej yang menyeluruh dan bakat yang tidak dipunyai oleh orang lain. Dia memang bertuah.

Dia berkahwin pada tahun 2006 (or 2007?) dan penghujung tahun 2008, rumahtangganya berakhir.

Kisah hidup seorang celebriti jelita... Daphne Iking.

Spekulasi dan kejadian...kejadian...kejadian... lebih banyak kejadian... kejadian... menyusul...
Ryan saman Darren ... Darren menafikan... masuk mahkamah... keluar mahkamah.... masuk mahkamah....

Daphne Iking memeluk Islam dan berkahwin.

Akhirnya, Ryan dan Darren mengambil keputusan untuk berdamai dan menamatkan kemelut saman menyaman tanpa berpanjangan di mahkamah. Kedua mereka turut menafikan Isobel adalah anak mereka.

...and leave Daphne alone with her new life. Tidak?

We, the people who are eager to know till the end of this drama. Definately because it's interesting. I have been passing several comments from friends, commuter mates, class mates and strangers, and most of the comments are negative. Yes there are.

But can it be beautify, can the facts be changed? Yes? No?
Or can we just look her at a different perspectives?
People made mistakes. But I envy her spirit.

Di dalam segala kemelut yang melanda hidup dia, dia begitu tenang, namun kita mesti tahu yang hatinya juga mesti dalam kegundahan, manusia... Daphne bijak mengurus krisis dirinya, masih juga komited terhadap kerjayanya. Dan apa yang paling menyentuh, kasih sayangnya pada Isobel, yang merupakan segalanya bagi Daphne. Kalau kita di tempat Daphne pun, takkan kita meletakkan segala tekanan pada anak kita kan? Kelahiran Isobel bukan satu kesilapan, itu satu rencana Tuhan, kalau bukan disebabkan Isobel, Daphne mungkin tidak mempunyai alasan lain untuk terus bertahan. Itulah bahagian yang banyak memberikan iktibar kepada penulis blog ini, sebab saya juga seorang ibu.

Kepada Daphne, semoga terus diperbaharui dengan hidup yang baru. Dan kepada kita semua, semoga kita juga tidak akan patah semangat walaupun menempuh hidup yang perit... fikirkan sesuatu yang menjanjikan kebaikan dalam hidup. Berubah dan memperbaharui.

milestone

2011-02-22T18:47:00.000-08:00

Saya sampai di KL pada Nov 1998, lama kan suda??

Hajat pada mulanya untuk melanjutkan pelajaran, tercapailah jugak... sampai saat ni masih sibuk mo belajar. Pejam celik pejam celik suda dekat 13 tahun merantau di negeri orang, masih di negara sendiri la... banyak yang saya telah lalui, paling tidak, ramai kawan saya jumpa di sini... kalau balik kampung, ramai saudara mara yang saya tidak berapa kenal suda... sebab di ingatan saya ialah masa dorang kicik-kicik dulu, ataupun auntie uncle yang masih jelita/hensem lagi hehehee... bila nampak durang sekarang... aik?? kamu kah tu??

Terikir jugak untuk baling kampung for good... tapikan, proses menyesuaikan diri mesti lah dipertimbangkan, KK yang kicik tu pun saya bulih sasat... macam mana ar?? pastu, barang2 di KK sa rasa mahallll oooo.... murah lagi di KL dan banyak pilihan ^__^, sa bukan kaki shopping bah...

Sini sa banyak kawan2, bukan sayang mo kasi tinggal, tapi jalinan kasih tu bah... lagipun dorang macam keluarga sendiri suda ni.. banyak kami lalui bersama, hujan petir ribut taufan badai melanda segala...

betul la tu pepatah... hujan emas di negeri orang, hujan batu di negeri sendiri, lebih baik di negeri sendiri, yang sah2 masih berbatu-batu hehe...

pa pa hal pun, Sabah di hatiku, relek bah ko...

kenapa ada wanita yang malas pakai mekap?

2010-12-22T22:56:00.000-08:00

"There is no ugly women out there, only the lazy ones"

Tiada wanita yang dilahirkan hodoh sebenarnya. Semuanya memiliki kecantikan yang tersendiri, dan setiap orang mempunyai penilaian yang berbeza tentang kecantikan. Wanita yang bekerjaya seringkali sibuk menguruskan pekerjaan dan rumahtangga mereka, kesibukan mereka menyebabkan kelalaian kepada diri sendiri :(

Kenapa wanita bekerja malas bermekap??

Faktor masa - mengejar masa menyiapkan anak-anak di pagi hari dan bergegas ke tempat kerja.
Faktor umur - malas nak mekap, dah tua.....
Faktor motivasi - alaaaaa.... office tiada apa pun, nak mekap lawa-lawa tunjuk kat sapa?
Faktor kemalasan - penyakit yang senang didekati, sukar dihindari
Faktor mekap mahal - iyalah jugak.....

Tapi tahukah kita sekalian wahai wanita bekerjaya yang malas bermekap? Sebenarnya masih banyak produk di pasaran yang tidak seberapa mahal dan bermutu tinggi? Antaranya yang baru kutemui ialah SIMPLY SITI.... ingatkan mahal tapi harganya memang menakjubkan.

Produk Simply Siti diterajui oleh penyanyi no satu Malaysia, siapa tidak kenal??? Google cepat! Produknya berkualiti dan melalui kajian yang teliti, dan tidak mengandungi sebarang elemen haiwan. *onton..memex...*

Dulu ia menjadi rahsia Siti Nurhaliza, sekarang jadi milik kita semua.... apalagi.... watson, sogo, jusco alpha angel here we come.....

a footprint in my heart

2010-12-22T01:08:00.000-08:00

OH MY GOD!

YOU have given me food.
YOU have given me shelter.
YOU have given me education.
YOU have given me a bunch of friends.
YOU have given me a great family.
YOU have given me the opportunities.
and the most important is that YOU have given me a space in this world, a life.

I learned something very important today. That everyone in this world is going back to HIM one day, but we're not going to be given any notice for us to be prepared. We're sooooo unprepared on HIS call.What if we're being called to night? What if tomorrow? Until now, I can't resist to keep on saying oh my God, oh my God...

I found this wonderful, beautiful blog, owned by a cancer patient. He's a medical doctor by profession, a genius, a son of a wonderful mother, he wrote beautifully and started his own blog when he diagnosed with cancer in 2008. At that point point of time he's studying his medic in UK. His writing touches me in so many ways, I couldn't believe that he's sick and his acceptance to God's plans melting my heart. A stubborn me always asking God why..why..why... but a guy that counting his days on this earth accepting his fate without asking God.

Dr Mas Afzal, that's his name. Very tough and brave guy I would say. In addition to my heart is his Mom, the one who raised him up and stayed with him, if you're a mother and your loved one is going to die, what would you do? Can you still smile and tell him that everything will be fine? Yet, you know that your loved one is going to leave you very very soon.

And I was very disappointed with myself at the very moment when I came across his blog. I thought I would have the opportunity to say 'HI' to him, yet I am happy as I know at this very moment the pain is no longer with him.He died on the 18 Dec 2010. And his last post on 8 November 2010 was truly dedicated to his amazing mother, and.... I am very grateful for having my mother.

It's still hardly believe all this, I thought this story would only appears in the movies or novels, but it happened in the real lives. May your soul rest in peace Dr Mas Afzal, God is great and thank you for leaving us with a beautiful path for us to at least appreciate our lives.

When you happen to read his blog, don't tell me that you are not dropping any tears...

the spirit of christmas

2010-12-19T21:21:00.000-08:00

Finally, I got it once again!

Christmas is a celebration that is often associated with gifts, food, family and friends. But to me, it is more meaningful if there is the spirit itself. Yes the spirit of Christmas, caroling....

An old friend was on FB last week and we chat about our memories while he was in KL a few years ago. We were actively involved in caroling, all of us are like brothers and sisters, since we're in KL and far from our family, we considered each others as family. Caroling was really meaningful to us, that's how we eliminate the longing for the homeland. And the joyous of Christmas is fully enjoyed. We journeyed together, and even being invited to the high end places to perform our carols, we must be very good in that sense hehehe.... I could have given the whole my entire life at that time to these friends, we laugh and spent time together, no boundaries of friendship and everything was perfectly, the friendship. Some of us got married amongst that circle of friendship, some are not, and some choose to stay as bujang tua.

Most of them are back for good now, and moved on with their own life and commitments, left behind few more in KL, including myself. I was losing the spirit slowly. As the new circle of friendship aren't the same. The meaning of Christmas back to the typical side.

A new dress.
Selection of menu for Christmas.
A gift.
A Christmas tree.
The spirit of Christmas has different highlight for some people.

Yesterday, another old friend text-ed me, to come along with him to teach those Christmas songs as part of Christmas's Mass celebration next week. I agreed and off to Our Lady or Lourdes, Klang. After soooo many years hibernated, I came out yesterday to hear again all those wonderful hymns, I was so excited suddenly, heard them sang beautifully, my heart was hard to describe, but what I can feel that I am there once again. The place that I have been waiting for. And slowly put me back into that circle again. It's very grateful when you managed to put a smile in someone's face and being a part in their heart. The satisfaction and the spirits of each of them have given me back what I wanted.

I'm pretty sure that I've gotten my spirit back for this coming Christmas. And got my prayer answered.

paperwhite flower

2010-12-12T18:24:00.000-08:00

Month of December, yes I like.

It's the month that we celebrates Christmas... caroling and more food.

Also, the month to end the year.

And.... the saggitarians's month :-)

Both Baby and I celebrates our born day in December.

Received a cute bookmark from mamil mama gold club today, I didn't know that paperwhite is my birth month flower.

Note from mamil mama

December is your birth month and you are vivacious and humble; toning down your obvious excitement whenever your little one excels. You believe in moderation and instill that quality in your child.

Paperwhite narcissus express respect, modesty and lightheartedness.

Georgeous paperwhite

Managed to google-d the paperwhite flower.

They are beautiful :-)

it's not your fault baby..

2010-11-10T20:04:00.000-08:00

I scolded my little munchkin last night.
She was having flu and I was having fever.
Her father stayed back in the office until 4am in the morning.
Did some effort to comfort her, she slept and I can't sleep.
I took medicines 4am in the morning and went flat.
I woke up at 8AM and I was so panicked!
Hubby got presentation this morning...
Thanks to our little munchkin who woken us up...

I felt sooooo guilty to my little baby,
She doesn't understand that she's sick, and her mommy too,
All she need is just an ATTENTION,
But I scolded her..
If not from her mom and dad,
Who else in this world would loves her as we do,
comforts her and gives her all the attention that she wants?

and I am sad.....

martha & terence

2010-11-08T22:11:00.000-08:00

Terence and Martha...

Happy 2nd wedding anniversary,

May the good Lord Jesus will bless the both of you abundantly,

Shower your marriage with grace and love and peace

and lots of children hehe.

Remember, children are the priceless gift from the above,

grants them, loves them and buy more things for them hehehe....

this is the BEST photo that I have in my thumb drive

Luisa and Charmaine, our bundle of joy

Luisa and her wonderful mom

Thank you for being a good pair of Godparents for our little munchkin,

and as for your bundle of joy, may she also follow her parents' footstep,

of course all for the good ones :p

May God bless for the one inside the womb,

So that she/he also being the blessed gift of loves,

He/she surely will be loved by all of us, and may he/she shines our life,

We loves the FOUR of you,

May our loves would always grants peace in our journey of life.

Take care and do visit us often....with FOOD. HAHAHAHA.

Love always,

Inon, Ajie, Charm Charm, Onton & Memex

massive and horrible

2010-11-08T20:49:00.000-08:00

Things are lining up in the office.
What a horrible day, not because of the works,
But the 2 assignments given by lecturers that had due last week,
Still have not done, not a single of them.
And this evening, a final reaction paper on Communication Theory by Prof. Salleh.
Oh my God, my heart is biting out of usual and my palms are kept on sweating.
I would have to do my final reading before 5.00pm.

Any idea how? Anyway heaps, wish me luck kio....

p/s
never mind on the assignments, as I'll create a 101 reasons for the lecturers to ensure them accept my hard works :p, this is the price that you'd have to pay when you're over ambitious...serves me right! KOTOH!!

yummy saliva

2010-11-07T20:51:00.000-08:00

What is your first priority when you balik kampung?

Meets your parents?

Meets your relatives...

Jalan-jalan?

Shopping?

Makan? OH YES!! FOOD.....

TUHAU

(Sejenis tumbuhan yang berbau, sea weed, diperah dengan asam/cuka, daun bawang)

Bagi sesetengah orang, makanan ni memang ew!

Tapi bagi penggemarnya....*juling biji mata*

Oh ya, yang ni macam ulam...

LADA SABAH

(wajip ditapau setiap kali balik KL)

IKAN BASUNG GORENG

(Rangup, sedap hinggap ke tualng-tulang, otak....)

KERANG REBUS

(Besar dan juicyyy...)

KETAM MASAK SOS

(Perlukah explaination?)

SUP TARAP MASAK AYAM

(Buah tarap adalah sepupu cempedak ,nangka...google la tengok)

Makan dengan nasi panas-panas....

OH TIDAK!!!

*tapun sagang*

katam-katam, mari-mari

2010-11-07T20:21:00.000-08:00

Did I tell you that I am a Sabahan? Yes... always proud to be :)

If you're not familiar about Sabah, then you'd have many perceptions about this land below the wind.

"Kamu dari Indonesia?"

"Kamu dari Filipin?"

"Oooo Sabah, kamu ni macam muka Thailand la..."

"Kenapa kamu ni macam orang cina?"

"Orang Sabah cakap memang laju kah?"

Hehehe.

Loghat Sabah memang agak keras, tapi unik.Ada yang selalu confuse dengan orang-orang sabah yang merantau di semenanjung ni.

OK.

Pernah dengar permainan "katam-katam"?Atau lebih logiknya ialah Ketam-Ketam. Ia disebut katam-katam sebab lidah orang Sabah sememangnya amat baku dan keras. Semua yang berhuruf "E" akan disebut "A". Permainan ni memang TIDAK WUJUD di semenanjung Malaysia ni. Orang Sabah amnya dan mereka yang berasal dari Penampang khususnya sangat kenal dengan game ni. Tapi game ni tidak boleh dimainkan sesuka hati, pada masa-masa tertentu saja.... iaitu sewaktu berlakunya kematian.

Iya, KEMATIAN.

(Sesetengah kawasan mengadakannya pada masa perkahwinan, tapi konsepnya ialah tetap pada musim berlakunya kematian).

Game ini memang menyeronokkan dan kelekaan boleh menyebabkan kerugian yang dasyat sebab ia melibatkan wang ringgit. Lebih kurang macam judi jugalah.... sa rasa-rasa bolehlah dikategorikan sebagai JUDI.

Sekiranya berlaku kematian dalam masyarakat Kadazan, mayat akan disimpan di rumah sehingga tiga hari untuk menunggu sanak-saudara yang jauh untuk balik ke rumah. Game ini biasanya hanya diadakan pada waktu malam, dan berlangsung sehingga ke pagi sekiranya banyak permintaan.

Terdapat 6 jenis objek yang perlu ada pada kertas/kain; Ketam, udang, bulan, ikan, tajau dan ayam. Kenapa? entahlah...

CARA BERMAIN:

1. Letakan wang taruhan anda pada mana-mana objek tadi. Wang taruhan tiada had pun, pernah jugak sa tahan 20 sen.

2. Dadu akan digoncang, kemudian dibuka.3 dadu kesemuanya.

3. Sekiranya taruhan anda menang, anda akan dibayar 100% daripada wang taruhan. Tapi sekiranya objek yang sama pada kesemua dadu, anda akan dibayar gandaan 100% pada setiap dadu.

Tujuan (Atas persepsi sendiri):

1.. Untuk mengelakkan daripada mengantuk, bayangkan sekiranya tiada aktiviti sepanjang malam, dengan mayat yang berbaring di tengah rumah.....

2.. Untuk menajamkan daya tilikan minda kot... hehehe

3.. Supaya tidak boring.

4.. Sebagai sumbangan kepada tuan rumah, sewa satu meja "katam-katam" kini mencecah RM300 semalam.

5.. Menjana kewangan :)

Game ni memang menjadi kawajipan pada musim-musim yang diterangkan diatas.Bukan lah satu budaya tapi telah menjadi satu... erm, budaya?

Menariknya, game ni boleh berlangsung sehingga 40 hari di rumah si mati, sekiranya ada permintaan.

if I had rapunzel's hair

2010-11-04T03:12:00.000-07:00

Girls loves fairytale.

The fantasy of fairytale would haunt a girl and the characters of them would drown a girl in her dream. Which girls are refused to look beautiful? Admirable? Lovely?
Which girl? YOU? No?
If any of us are so called girls are REFUSED, then you're probably not a normal girl...

A normal girl would play with her barbie and imagining herself as pretty as the doll. NO? YES?
A girl would have a fantasy of being trapped on top of a tower, dreamed of a Prince Charming came and saved her. A girl would simply thrown herself in the ocean and waiting for a handsome mermaid to come and rescue her... hehehe. Girls life is very predictable!

Growing up as a big sister in the family made me realised how important of being a responsible sister and daughter, taking care of everything at home; my small siblings, housework, my own homework, my eldest brother homework (I did for him as I pitied him being punished by his teacher, he was so lazy to get his homework done), my grandparents, cousins... I hardly had my fun time to play with soft toys. But I loved to read, reading is the only entertainment that could entertained me deeply. Of course with all the fairytale stories. I wished to play/own on those beautiful characters, as I felt myself wasn't that pretty, and hoping that I would be a beautiful person someday. Years passed, I finally found that beautiful is very subjective. A beautiful heart is always marked as the best, yet it's hardly found.

Walt Disney Pictures presents RAPUNZEL: A TANGLED TALE, an action-packed, swashbuckling, animated musical comedy about the girl behind 70 feet of magical, golden hair. A princess stolen from her parents’ castle as a baby, Rapunzel (voice of MANDY MOORE) is locked in a hidden tower longing for adventure. Now an imaginative and determined teenager, she takes off on a hilarious, hair-raising escapade with the help of a dashing bandit (voice of ZACHARY LEVI). With the secret of her royal heritage hanging in the balance and her captor in pursuit, Rapunzel and her cohort find adventure, heart, humor, and hair… lots of hair.

With original music by Alan Menken and lyrics by Glenn Slater, this comedic re-imagining of the classic Brothers Grimm fairytale comes to theaters in Disney Digital 3D™.

*A note to self*: I MUST WATCH THIS!!

The Rapunzel's story once attracted me as an innocent girl, and it's inspired me to avoid any salon when I was really young. I just love kept my hair long hitting straight down my waist, and wind them freely hehehe. I have to keep my hair length down my shoulder ever since I gave birth last year. No..no, I don't blame my little munchkin for that, as hairs can always grow longer. For a mom, the longest hair you have, the chronic massive your head would turn to. T__T!

If only I happen to have this 70-feet-long magical, golden hair, I should have my special appearance in Oprah's show, or at least get myself listed in the Malaysia Book of Record, or at least in the Guiness Book of record... else in any book that possible! Who else has it in this world?

Do I have to work hard? Oh nooooo... with that weird hair, I shall be able to generate enough, (perhaps more that enough) income, a special TV programme should be in any of the Astro channel to air my special gift (not my talent hehe). Worst case scenario... I would sell it one by one, how much you can get for a 70-feet-long hair cost? I am talking about Golden and magical hair O.K *wink..wink*, did I mention earlier that hairs can always grow longer?

Any other girls would probably dream with that hair, they'd spend with their loved ones, running hand-in-hand at twilight... at the beach!How romantic and hilarious! But hey, I am not going to let my hair brushing the sands off okay....or sweep over the rocks? I'd just tie them with this rubber band :-)

I really need a serious MAKEOVER!!

Else, maybe I'd have to sacrifice, that God would pass this gift to my dear 11 months daugther, my little munchkin.*cannot be stingy* , I would give my whole world to her if I could.

I wait with patience for her hair growth

Ummphhh, did I tell you that I'am an AVID DAYDREAMER?
You can give me any kind of story to imagine, with the capital "IF" as the head of my sentence, I will definitely invents many colour and weird imaginations ^___^.

How about you, DARE TO DREAM?

hati seorang ibu

2010-11-03T01:13:00.000-07:00

hati ini ternyata rapuh

melihat engkau si kecil dipangkuan ku

mata kuyumu merenung cahaya

bibir mungilmu menguntum senyum

hati ini begitu sayu

tatkala engkau menangis hiba

meniti hari-harimu yang belum dijangka

moga engkau beroleh segala kebaikanNya

hati ini menguak suka

ketika engkau ketawa gembira

pelat bicaramu menyulam ceria

gerak tubuhmu dipeluk bahagia

duhai engkau si kecil manjaku

doaku sentiasa bersama dirimu

biarlah mama menangguk tiada

asalkan engkau terisi perlunya

salju hati mama sayang

menurut lincah gerak ligatmu

menongkah gembira dunia kecilmu

mewarnai segenap penjuru sudutmu

ajar mama sayang

agar mama tidak alpha

ajak mama sayang

untuk selalu menyayangimu

bawa mama sayang

ke setiap ceruk perjalananmu

bermanjalah sayang

kerana itu memang milikmu

bermainlah sayang

kerana itu memang tempatmu

ketawalah sayang

kerana itulah saja pengubat dukaku...

salute you japan embassy

2010-11-01T20:38:00.000-07:00

You have this situation.

Mr ABC is scheduled to Japan.
Ssomething came up and Mr ABC also has been instructed to China, few days before his trip to Japan. Mr ABC would need visas to entry both countries and Mr ABC is needed to be in both countries as planned.

Monday - passed

Tuesday - you're here

Wednesday

Thursday

Friday - Public Holiday

Saturday - Off day

Sunday - Depart for China

Monday - China

Tuesday - China

Wednesday - Depart for Japan

Thursday - Japan

Just for info, for China Visa processes, the embassy could speed up to ONE WORKING DAY, but for Japan Visa processes, there is no other choice, it would take THREE WORKING DAYS.

Then, you die here. NO.

You can always borrow your visa back from Japan Embassy. This news is new to me.

As I just have 3 working days left before the Deepavali which falls on Friday, the arrangement can be done in this way.

Tuesday - Send in your visa application to Japan embassy.

Wednesday - Borrow your passport from the Japan embassy and send it over to China embassy, it will take ONE DAY for urgent process. In the evening, collect your passport and China visa and returns your passport to Japan embassy.

Thursday - You can have your Japan visa ready.Collect it.

I didn't know that Japan embassy would allow you to borrow your passport until I face this problem this morning. Of course, the approval is subject to the console's approval.

Never give up in something, use your common sense and negotiation skills as much as you can afford to utilise them. There are many things in life that just being surrendered without knowing there is a better solution for it.

I would like to thank the nice lady named "Peggy" from the Japan embassy who actually helped me in this matter.

I am not going to Japan, neither China ^___^. The arrangement was actually for my BIG BOSS.

Do you have any idea if other embassy would allow the same thing?

Skin11

2010-10-31T22:32:00.000-07:00

No matter who you are; a professional, a clerk, a teacher, a house wife, a man, a woman.... skin care protection is very important. It must be one of your must-do-list as people would have to face you in your daily life.

Some people might less concerned on this matter but hellooooo... we're not to suppose to intimidate others with our skin problems. The fact is, not everyone is gifted with flawless smooth skins. With the habit of our undisciplined food intakes, the total of stressfulness that we're facing everyday, aging and from the genetic side... we can not run away from this problem. The SKIN PROBLEM.

The genius world today has produces plenty of beauty centres with many kinds of offers. And we hardly choose and decide due to a lot of anxieties of becoming aliens in the end.hehehe.
Sometimes we need to be brave to try them on, otherwise we will be NOTHING forever.

BUT.

Can we give a hope of something? Because Skin11 is throwing a FREE package for us to try.

It's easy, just in 3 simple steps.

1. Click on to Skin11 website.
2. Fill in your name, email address, contact no and choose on your preference of Skin11 outlets (they've 3 outlets; taipan, ioi boulevard and times square).
3. Click the SUBMIT button.

You can also review the testimonial of their previous/current clients in their website.
I have done mine, faster..faster as the offer is only for the first 100 pax! or else you'll be regret for 11 TIMES!

the patience

2010-10-31T20:05:00.000-07:00

I decided to choose a communication course not because I love to talk.. and talk.
I choose it because I believe this course would turn my career path into something else, something that I always dreamed of.

AN **********.

Yes you heard me right. I might revealed before that I wanna be a billionaire or something else, but the satisfaction in our career would always inhale us.Indeed, we must be very certain in what we do. Some how we missed something but we learn from our mistakes, correct it for the better.

The patience of waiting is being paid now. But this is only the first stage. I have been called to seat for the exam in two weeks time. No matter what, got to prepare myself for this.

Wish me luck heaps!

I wanna be a billionaire

2010-10-28T20:12:00.000-07:00

It was raining cats and dogs this morning.
This song suddenly popped out and I was drown in my daydream.....
This song is freaking good!!!

Travie Mccoy Billionaire lyrics Travis McCoy lead singer of the rockband Gym Class Heroes featuring Bruno Mars.

[Bruno Mars]

I wanna be a billionaire so fricking bad
Buy all of the things I never had
Uh, I wanna be on the cover of Forbes magazine
Smiling next to Oprah and the Queen

[Chorus]
Oh every time I close my eyes
I see my name in shining lights
A different city every night oh
I swear the world better prepare
For when I’m a billionaire

[Travis "Travie" McCoy]
Yeah I would have a show like Oprah
I would be the host of, everyday Christmas
Give Travie a wish list
I’d probably pull an Angelina and Brad Pitt
And adopt a bunch of babies that ain’t never had sh-t
Give away a few Mercedes like here lady have this
And last but not least grant somebody their last wish
Its been a couple months since I’ve single so
You can call me Travie Claus minus the Ho Ho
Get it, hehe, I’d probably visit where Katrina hit
And damn sure do a lot more than FEMA did
Yeah can’t forget about me stupid
Everywhere I go Imma have my own theme music

[Chorus]
Oh every time I close my eyes
I see my name in shining lights
A different city every night oh
I swear the world better prepare
For when I’m a billionaire
Oh oooh oh oooh for when I’m a Billionaire
Oh oooh oh oooh for when I’m a Billionaire

[Travis "Travie" McCoy]
I’ll be playing basketball with the President
Dunking on his delegates
Then I’ll compliment him on his political etiquette
Toss a couple milli in the air just for the heck of it
But keep the fives, twentys (?) completely separate
And yeah I’ll be in a whole new tax bracket
We in recession but let me take a crack at it
I’ll probably take whatevers left and just split it up
So everybody that I love can have a couple bucks
And not a single tummy around me would know what hungry was
Eating good sleeping soundly
I know we all have a similar dream
Go in your pocket pull out your wallet
And put it in the air and sing

[Bruno Mars]
I wanna be a billionaire so fricking bad
Buy all of the things I never had
Uh, I wanna be on the cover of Forbes magazine
Smiling next to Oprah and the Queen
[Chorus]
I wanna be a billionaire so frickin bad!

OH, THIS SONG IS FREAKING IRRITATING!!! yet, I love it hahahahahaa......

World’s Coolest Intern

2010-10-27T20:40:00.000-07:00

Studying.Learning.Thirst for knowledge.

(these kittens are mine, they're sooooo cool)

They are closely related to each other, they kind of twins siblings, oh no as twins can always be separated, they kind of a phone and a simcard, we need the both of them in order for us to chat, text message, mms, blogging... sort of.

Learning is never ends. The process would take whole life and we learns everyday, no doubt it would appears even from a tiny experience. My education paths were quite interesting, I have been in many doubts and confusion hahaha. I have never step my feet into kindergarten, straightly enrolled myself to a chinese primary school, can you imagine how did I survive? With others who speaks mandarin and clever to say A...B...C........, and I just shut up my mouth, dare not to say anything, even a hello word. Finished my 6 years there and moved to a secondary school, and scored Grade 1 in SPM 5 years later. Not bad huh!

The confusion started haunted me when I was busy filling up the U.P.U Form (an application to public Universities in Malaysia), what course to study? where? How? Why? Because I don't really know how to determine my career path... and the journey continues with a target of the Diploma in Computer Science, got it finally and there I stopped. Got my self a job... and welcomed myself into working life. Where all the truthfulness of working life finally brought me the meaning of CAREER.

Few years later, I found my self a new awesome interest, I found myself love to be at the front line, making deals,meet peoples, and all these needs a good communication skills.

Google for communication courses.
Found a good one in UPM on part time basis (weekend classes).
Applied.
Got accepted.
Studied for 3 years.
Monday to Friday - Work.

Sat to Sun- Attend classes.
3 years later...
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graduated with flying colours. A Bachelor in Communication now in hand.
What's next? Enrolled another programme, a masters programme. I doubt on myself actually, since when I have been that ambitious hehehe.
And here I am, I am praying hard now, hoping with God willing in 2 years time, I would be able to complete this course and get myself a better career path. I think I would need a new breath, I need to learn more things, I wish to be an intern to any others, but at this age *blushing* who will take me? *cry blood*

WAIT WAIT waitttt...

Nuffnang have the say, and you've promised, if not you wouldn't came out with this cool offer.

A COOL INTERNSHIP PRGRAMME BY STANDARD CHARTERED
SGD 30,000 for 6-month
Aren't that cool?!!
breezyyyy......

Few more attraction of this offer:

If you’re feeling deflated because you’re not in Singapore and you’re not a student required to undergo an internship programme, fear not! Standard Chartered accepts applicants from all over the world, and it doesn’t matter if you’re 19, 29 or 39 – all you need is passion, a thirst for learning, and really fast thumbs to keep up with all the Tweeting and Facebooking.

We all love Facebook. Twitter. Who does not have one? Or at least an email? Oh please tell me that you're not coming from other planets. Or you're my historical ancestors.

I am really cool with this challenge, and I am cool enough to be one of your cool interns, because :

1. I follow cool direction unless you lead me roll down the hill and drown me off in the river.

2. I won't criticise my cool supervisor for whatever reasons, I just don't like to make them feel more nervous for having me as their intern. hehe.

3. I don't like to refuse any cool jobs, unless you ask me with some annoying tasks.

4. I can easily get along with others. *oh please trust me on this... cool, thank you!*

5. I will arrange my own cool schedule, and I won't simply leave the tasks behind.

6. I will keep personal conversations to a minimum while at work. Promise not to ask for excessive time off just because I want to spend time with friends. A cool intern must have a cool attitude.

7. I will never cover up a mistake if I make one. But please do not punish me if I do so :-) I will always learn from my previous mistakes. That's cool enough right?!!

8. No lies. I don't lie. I don't' cheat. They're not cool.

9. I don't steal. That is not cool. And very obey to company policy.

10. I am a cool communication graduate, and this line is my passion.

11. Apparently attached to the biggest GLC in Malaysia, gained many cool experiences, which will never enough, must gain some more, except for weight!

12. Last but not least, I love facebook-ing and tweet-ing. Also, blogging is cool.

12. I shall be able to give more cool info when we meet.

Take me in. Or not.
Oh Mr Standard Chart...... please count me in ^___^.

korean dresses batch 1

2010-10-27T02:17:00.001-07:00

What do you think of these dresses?

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Material: Cotton
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Material: Cotton
Color: Gray
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Size: Free Size
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Material: Cotton+Linen
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Color: Purple

Size: Free Size
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Size: Free Size
Bust: 100cm, Length: 88cm, Shoulder Width: 36cm

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Material: Chiffon
Color: Gray

Size: Free Size
Bust: 100cm, Length: 88cm, Shoulder Width: 36cm

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Peninsular Malaysia : RM6
Sabah & Sarawak : RM8
Others : Kindly drop me an email.

My first step with my online shopping boutique. The craziness of Korean movies finally brought me in to this new venture. I am taking your order. A notice would be given when I stop takings the orders. Girls, let's look more prettier in these gorgeous dresses! For orders, please drop me an email at velariemuslie@hotmail.com.

the pencil and the eraser story

2010-10-26T23:12:00.000-07:00

I am a bad tempered at times. I would simply scolding people, if they're out of my way, and I just don't bother of who they're if I really angry. I would eat them if I could, and I really want to stick them onto hard wall if I could. Hehe. Thank God, after married I've changed A LOT. Compromising and more compromising.

Today, I think I am not really a hardcore stubborn as a daughter, a wife nor a sister, I would consider matters, down to the limit and gave face to those shown their pity face.

My mother was the worst victim, despite all that, I love her and I will always do. As a child, I did hurt her, no ones would deny this as all of us did that, at least more than one time.

This morning, I received an email from a colleague, and it was really touched me. A simple story that we never thought of, or just me?!! It's really melted me... this is for all parents...

Pencil: I'm sorry....

Eraser: For what? You didn't do anything wrong.

Pencil: I'm sorry cos you get hurt because of me. Whenever I made a mistake,

you're always there to erase it. But as you make my mistakes vanish, you
lose a part of yourself. You get smaller and smaller each time.

Eraser: That's true. But I don't really mind. You see, I was made to do
this. I was made to help you whenever you do something wrong. Even though
one day, I know I'll be gone and you'll replace me with a new one, I'm
actually happy with my job. So please, stop worrying. I hate seeing you
sad. :)

I found this conversation between the pencil and the eraser very
inspirational. Parents are like the eraser whereas their children are the
pencil. They're always there for their children, cleaning up their
mistakes. Sometimes along the way... they get hurt, and become smaller
(older, and eventually pass on). Though their children will eventually find
someone new (spouse), but parents are still happy with what they do for
their children, and will always hate seeing their precious ones worrying,
or sad.

Dear mom, I love for what ever you're, and please forgive me for all my wrongdoings. I am not a perfect daughter but will always trying to be so. I feel very grateful to have you as my mother, the truthfulness and sincerity of your motherly love would always inspired me to be the good mother for your grandchildren. Thank you Mom.

cheer up

2010-10-11T08:44:00.000-07:00

A scar in a heart will be there forever. Happy are those who have never step into hatred, lucky are those who raised and live in comfort.

A colleague of mine was telling me about another friend of us, who's currently posted a lot of sad songs in her FB. Apparently she's going through a painful time in her marriage, a young couple with a beautiful daughter. I was surprised actually for this news.

We never know where life is taking us to. Half quarter of my childhood was filled with sad story, I went through a hard life before, but I hardly reveal it here, let them just be my sweet past memories, after all, I am here today, gratefully gifted with a loving husband and a lovely princess.

But past has brought many colours into my life, inspired me to be a strong and an ambitious woman. I might not reach all the goals but at least, it takes me to a fortunate destiny. I got to know all about life and I am walking towards my future undertakings. Well, it could be a long journey to be, but I always wanted to be there someday.

To my that friend, there is no end in our life, unless God Himself put a full stop in our way. I miss your cheery voice and the naughty expression in your face. Cheer up woman!

pets and livestock

2010-10-07T23:55:00.001-07:00

Yesterday, a friend of mine, telling me that she is getting engage soon. I felt happy for that news.

Then she mentioned about her 14 rabbits, she had let them go. oh dear!

"Where?"
"At the back of my house, it was sad you know, but I am happy, at least they died in peace."
"How come?" I was imagining her backyard was surrounded by bushes.
"Because I knew a lot of hungry dogs at the back there."

*speechless for while*

"WHAT??!!! Errr, do you have to do that?"
"Yes, I have performed umrah and that's part of my sacrifice. "

oh noooooo.... those rabbits?

"No worries Vel, as they're not pet actually, rabbits are considered as livestock animal, cats and dogs are different."

YET.STILL.

Each day when I get on my house gate, they're the most happiest kids in the world,
Jumping on me, chasing me from the gate up to my room, and kept on hanging by my side,
as if telling me how was their day, how hungry they're, and how much they loves me!
They coloured my life, and I can't imagine my life without them. Oh God, I really love these kids.

ONTON & MEMEX

They lost once, that happend last year when the two of them decided to jump out from our car window, and guess what, the whole night I was crying blood, with the heavy stomach as I was 7 months pregnant, I dragged myself to every corner in our housing area,
the worst feeling kept on attacking me, that they been taken away, hungry, or .... better not to say it.

I blamed hubby for not being aware of the wide open window, but Onton is a very smart baby, she knows how to press the button to wind down the window. And Memex is a obedient brother. He would follow whatever the sister 'ask' him to do. And yes, they lost! I leave the gate open for the whole night, hoping that they would find their way home.

The next day, I was so restless, and I was taking a nap on the sofa, dreaming of them being far in front of me. My tears flooding my cheek again. Hubby was off to continue the search and rescue mission.

A wet and cold saliva woken me up from my sleep. As I opened my eyes, my baby Onton was standing in front of me with her two legs up, kissing all over my hands and my face, I was so shocked and HAPPY, I drown in my tears again, hugged her and kissed her, I don't really realise how dirty she was, with her white fur full of mud, and her face... oh where is Memex? Memex was standing innocently outside the house as he can't enter through the grill, compared to Onton who is in small size. Memex was hauling in sadness... I opened the gate and let him in... he jumped over my chest, saliva off my face again! I hugged them and I got really really excited, my babies are home :-)

At that time, I could even felt a happy reaction inside my womb, where my biological baby was staying hehe. I grabbed my phone and dialed my hubby number.

"Sayang, stop the mission, they're home now!"
"How come?"
"I have no idea, but they're home!".

Hubby came home. Stares at them.

"Oh please, do not scold them, do not frightens them."
"We talk to them later!"

Got them bathed, they ate, and slept.

everything together

playing time

the innocent face of her

onton

memex

cheese cake, her all time favorite

usual routine while at home

Now, you tell me, even Onton and Memex and categorised as pets and not livestock, do I have the heart to sacrifice them in any occasion?

Oh God! I can't imagine the life to be when the day comes and You took them away from my life. Many people have said that my love towards them would probably fade after my baby arrived, but I have prove that's wrong!! I still love them, of course I spent less time with them, but I still bath them, feed them and treat them nicely. And obviously Baby Charmaine also got excited every time she hears them barking.

Love is unconditional, very subjective. Once the love has been poured and it's growth, it will be there forever. No matter how you feel like to kill it, it will still stands there proudly, we can't afford to chase them aware from our life, even just to fulfill others' need. This is my personal opinion, others may have different. No obligation.

730 days

2010-08-08T07:59:00.000-07:00

Yeahh... today is the day... I have been in this journey for the past 2 years...
Nothing has been celebrated as we're busy entertaining our little princess... and adopted another little girl as our god-child. That's the gift for our second anniversary... *geeee*

We went to Our Lady of Lourdes Church , Klang as a relative of me has requested for us to be the god-parents of her daugther. The parish priest was looking at me and trying hard to recall his memory.

Fr John : Do I know you?
Me : Yes Father.
Fr John : Where? *Forehead wrinkled*
Me : Kerasulan BM... few years back.
Fr John : Oh ya! That's you... huh! When did you get maried?
Me : Hmm... 2 years ago... today is exactly 2 years.

He quickly grabbed us and gave us a blessing. A special blessing for our small family.

Hmm... I received few messages from my close friends, wishing me and hubby.... tah..tah... tersentuhlah pulak!

Itulak sioknya kawan.... yang paling bagus lagi yang ingat kita ni....mbah.... mo check facebook lagi ni..... sambung lagi nanti kio...

2nd anniversary ka tu?

2010-08-07T06:13:00.000-07:00

odoiii...

2 months, coming to 3 months... I've neglected this blog. I shouldn't... but i did hehe.

hmmm.... i've not much idea for my self as I was busy reading my princess's mind for her blog.
well... will do something else... find the mood for this blog as well.

tomorrow is our 2nd anniversary... wedding anniversary...
no short trip... nor long trip... nor special occasion...

koginavaan ku Inon...
happy 2nd anniversary kio... nantilah kita fikir apa mo buat kii...
apa-apa pun... sa tatap sayang ko bah. Klu ko baca ni... jgn kestau sa ah...

hadiah? hmm CHARM CHARM.... itu memang lebih dari cukup....
thank you darling... sa jumpa ko kejap lagi for dinner k.

*Inon sedang tinguk VCD... ntahlah apa cerita... di belakang saya saja dia ni...*

charmaine's domain

2010-05-26T00:14:00.000-07:00

I've created a space for her. finally. it's totally for her.
I hope she would be able to read them one day.
Seems like I will spend more time in her blog rather than mine HEHE.
Blogger, let help me to give her supports.
Find my little ones here.

Thank you for your support.

why SMARTphones can be DUMBphones

2010-05-18T21:45:00.000-07:00

Back in year 2000.

I had my first so called hand phone. First time ever, "Waahhh..." big WOW, feeling like I'm having the most incredible, the most advanced and the most sophisticated gadget.

Walking backward to the memory lane. *digging memory hardly*

My late hand phone was a Motorola in brand, as big as my palm in size and black in colour. Limited ringing tones, wide screen, limited features and everything is limited. And the beauty of my late hand phone was, it's given by my first ex-boyfriend lol.. he read my blog, anyway :-). Well, my point it's not HIM whom gave me, but because it's FREE.

I actually wanted to show it to you, but I couldn't find that model in the google, I SWEAR, I did googled but I just can't find it.

After sometimes, it's finally gone. Old age. Meaning that I really make use of it. Then after that, I don't really remember the rest of the phones that I had. Hehe..

Until in 2007, I bought this phone...

Hahaa... I never change it since then. Can't afford? It's not that at all, but even this phone also is not fully utilised. It's only functioned well in making/receiving phone calls, sms, taking pictures (no longer now) ... ? Hehe, I just don't want to be a dumb to use an expensive smart phone. Plus, how's my phone can be a dumb when it's not really a smart phone? Kesian...

This morning, I opened my nuffnang's account and saw this again.
Pauses a second, then I close it. Finish.

Thinking of going to the pantry, on my way I stopped by to flip the newspapers on our reading/makan table, I saw this advertisement.

I thinks hard then. Why not to give a try. Try my luck, try my luck. To enter the contest in nuffnang. My first ever attempt. Try my luck, try my luck.

DiGi user.

I have befriended DiGi since 5 years ago. The longest so far as it's convenience. "Kesini sana, mudah saja." It's true kawan. You can ignore me on other thing BUT listen to me on this, I have not facing any problems when I balik kampung. In Sabah. DiGi has been working very well in KK. I have used "few" others service provider before and they're not as "friendly" as DiGi. The friendliness of DiGi has made me fell in love with DiGi again and again.. and again-again!

Besides, I truly, sincerely love the "friend and family" part. 6 selection numbers from DiGi and 2 selection numbers from other service providers. I can talk to my mom, to my sis, to my loved ones at a flat rate. Bagus kan? Ada lagi bagus tau, I'm a prepaid user, and everytime my credit is below RM2, DiGi is kind heartedly, willingly loaned me an advance of RM2.50, after minus the charges 50 cents. How? Through the transfer advance mode, *128#. DIGI users know these, non-DiGi? Sign up la... Mudah saja kan!

Good news. **clap*clap*clap**

DiGi has stepped forward with their internet services. And it's cheap. Kindly check them at http://www.digi.com.my/ . Come on guys, you just have to click on the link. Flat rates and you can surf the net days and nights. You don't have to think about every minutes passed and it's counted in your itemised phone bill when they arrived. Let's make your phone be the smarter than before by choosing the smart plans offered by DiGi. No regrets, no cold sweats, BIG savings. Digi promised that!

It seems like I have to be more smarter now in using hand phone hahaaa... by reading my blog, you've actually just helped me to win one of these...

Smart phones. I want. But why only me? Because I'm a DiGi angel. *chuckling* Guys, you have to register with nuffnang if you wish to be the Digi's angel.

How I wish. I promise I won't be a dumb when they reach me soon :-)
I will make use of them for my work, for my study, for my facebook, for my blog and for DiGi it self hehe... to keep their business keep on growing.

Er boss... I blog-ed this during my lunch break. WHAT?!! Yes I do. trust me.

Hehee, and I enjoyed myself with this packed food while writing my entry.

Nothing came that easy in life. And I did all these just because I am excited to be invited by DiGi to their Digi Angels Party. But not only me alone...

also for them! You'll see the cutest baby in prisoner fashion. I promise.

fuhhh... I am counting my luck now.

was not so good

2010-05-16T18:38:00.000-07:00

Last week was not that good.

WORKPLACE. Big THING happened, I think most of you have read about Sime Darby, affecting much to our department as the most attached to GCE's office. Hopefully everything will be rectified very soon. Smoothly, efficiency and diligently.

BABY. She developed high fever last week, very HIGH. On top of that, she also having bad cough and very bad flu. OMG, poor baby. She has been very cranky which i have to carry her at all times. She just wanted to be looked after much than before, even a minute she didn't see me, she will shout and cry. poor baby.

We used to see her in smiles. When she's ill, it's sicken us also.

MYSELF. Having pressure of taking care of her, I fell ill thou. Bad headache, hubby then sacrificed his precious job, be on leave and taking care the both of us on last sat. and hubby keep on reminded me, "be MENTALLY strong". yeah right! But MENTALLY cured when I see her smile again.

Her after fever gone. But still having mild coughs. Love you baby...

PETS. We sent Onton and Memex for grooming yesterday. But the grooming machine was sent to another branch of the grooming centre, and only arrived in Kota Kemuning branch last night at 8pm. YES 8PM. The groomer called hubby and asked us to take them the next day which is today. We agreed as long there is no boarding fees incurred. Yesterday was gloomy and very quiet at home. Thinking of them being caged for whole NIGHT + DAY, ummph! Better not to think of it.

This is Mimi. Look at her, she also felt the loneliness without Onton and Memex arround. She is their best friend. Well, I'm not kidding!

Well, last week was not good. But they're getting better now. *Crossed my fingers*. I hope I could post on Onton and Memex new look soon. Must be exciting. Gorgeous and well groomed, I HOPE!

nicknames

2010-05-11T20:59:00.000-07:00

Harimau mati meninggalkan belang..
Manusia mati meninggalkan NAMA..

Ada apa pada nama?

Well.. when hubby and I decided to name our baby Charmaine Elyza, we're then thinking of her nickname. What to call her? Elyza? Charmy? Baby? It's kinda big problem hehe... then we decide on..... let it be lah...

One fine day, during my confinement (O ya! My mom was here with my 4 year-old niece during my confinement), yes, my Mom was taking care of me. and it goes like this, my little niece was talking to my little baby and she called her Charm Charm. Charm Charm? huh... to make the history short, we then decided to call her that name, Charm Charm or in SMS, cham2x hehe..

I do have few nicknames thou, and none of them were created by me. They're all gifted from family members, relatives, friends and even strangers. OK, let us do some crawling now..

Velarie - baptism name. my mom named me. second name in my ic. the name that i used to be called in the office, uni and in any formal occassions, I will introduce myself by this name.

Nozie - first name. my dad named me. i used to be called by this name during my primary & secondary schools. all teachers called me by this name *i think*. o ya! this name also famous amongst my church friends.

E.B. - ni nama manja. my mom and eldest brother called me by this name. and some of my brother's close friends. *geeeeee* i feel loved by this name hehe...

Bingkad - the kadazan vocubulary explains this as 'a disabled person'. poor me, according to my mom, i was born unwell, i can't walk until i 4 year-old. and this name was given by my grandmother. my grandmother has gone ages ago but my aunty is still calling me by this name, nevermind, i appreciate my fate very much.

Untot - a name given by a stranger which i called her aunty. the meaning is - too many names hehe.

Maya - i hate this name! it's sounds sweet thou :-) given by my grandfather. This name is referring to a lady in Putatan, she was selling bananas, around 1980s, yes her name is Maya. My brother used to say, "Maya jual pisang tidak laku!", this happend when we quarrel. Now you know how was the lady business progress right? kesian dia....

Ajie - auto generated name. i think it's born from NOZIE. Cousins, close friends, hubby - those are calling me by this name.

Ajie Sosondoton - i picked this name. sondot, sondot... too long to explain now, tired lorr

...hmm... i cant believe i have these names... why not you try to list your nicknames and find the explaination for each of them, it's fun, sweet and appreciate them whom gifted you with that particular name. and tell me ya!

ladies' coach

2010-05-06T01:21:00.000-07:00

Public transports?

People might consider in taking public transports to their workplace, especially for those who are working in metropolitan city, ie. KL.

Convenience?

It's depends on your situation, Putra and Star LRT have been functioning well and had helped many people to make their life easy to work without thinking of the massive traffic, parking, toll, petrol etc. It's a privilege for them, in the end of the day, the 'hole' in their savings account is not as big as those are choose to drive.

How about commuter?

Lately, commuter services have been critised due to their bad services, train keep on delayed or cancelled. Well, I don't deny their bad services because I myself relying on them to reach KL every morning, monday to friday. When a train been delayed, a lot of issues will arise, and of course, the most scariest is when your punch card will be marked in red color.

Last week... 28 April 2010...

KTM has launched the ladies' coach, but this service is only applied for Pelabuhan Klang-Sentul-Pelabuhan Klang route only. It's a good move for KTM because people especially ladies passenger feel uncomfortable being in a packed train, thiefs, sex maniacs and all kinds of bad behaviors, mollested and the uneasy 'smell' ...

Boarding in ladies' coach is more comfortable, despites of the train lateliness and not being punctual. But at least, they worked something else to prevent the ladies :-)

Yet, commuter passengers are actually looking forward for the best services from ktm. So that we can be in the office on time, be at home on time, less pressure of waiting time, and lots more benefits, and not from the passengers alone, but ktm also benefited a lot from their regular passengers. the trust, the satisfactions and the quality of commuter as one of the realible public transport. *crossed my finger*

Btw, I am happy with the ladies' coach. And to my ladies readers whom yet board commuter train before, and feel like to board them once of these days, please make your way to the middle coach as there is actually has been reserved for you. And commuter, I'll see you again in the morning.

big eyes

2010-05-04T23:39:00.000-07:00

For the past few days, I noticed Charmaine's eyes have some excrement. Being a new mom, for sure i feel worried but my hubby is keep on saying that could be one of her growing process.

This morning, her eyes are still hard to open due to that cause, i decided to call my mom.

ME : Mak, mata charm-charm banyak taik la.

MOM : O ya? hmm, biasa bah tu..

ME : Biasa? kenapa tu ah?

MOM : Mata dia mau membesar lagi tu, lepas tu ko tinguk mata dia lagi besar...

ME : *Biar betul mak aku ni*, *sigh*

MOM : Dalam kamu adik-beradik dulu pun, ko saja macam tu. Biasanya budak besar mata memang kena macam tu, mata ko kan yang paling besar.

ME : *Mata besar?* O ya? Mata saya besar...

How come my mother could labelled me with that... big eyes? hehe... since i know my eyes are categorised in "sepet".

Well, if that is natural, i should be fine with it. Hopefully Charmaine's eyes will SHINE as what her grandmother expected.

hmm... let's see how big is my eyes.

me (in blue baju kurung) with my colleagues, Jacinta and Kak Sabariah. The guy? hehe..

...and I just can't help my self from posting this ...

my little explorer in her little world.. big eyes? hehe

father vs dotter

2010-05-02T23:42:00.000-07:00

People are telling that they are looked alike?

hmm... why do you think?

Father vs dotter? I like...

What makes I love them?

2010-04-16T04:39:00.000-07:00

I am an animal lover, very much I think!

Memex and Onton have been ignored (not so often I suppose) ever since Charm-Charm arrived,

But I still love them. I got panicked when i didn't hear them... I still cook for them, play with them when my hubby look after baby... kesian dorang, always look for oppotunities to distract me.

See these and surely you'll love them as I do..

Memex always wanted to be pampered, and giving the best shot of his photo hahaaa

Memex, tinguk sini Mommy...klik!! Good boy Memex :D

Mex O'oi Mex.... manja kan my so called "German sheperd" ni?

Mex.... mana Onton?

In the kicthen mencari "tikus"

Puas mencari tikus pun tiada baru datang merehatkan diri...

Part of my family activities... itulah sebabnya hidup kami sentiasa terisi, sentiasa ada benda yang perlu dibuat... I will post about Mimie soon, who is Mimie? tunggulah....

Lil' Charmaine tumbuh gigi...

2010-04-15T00:41:00.000-07:00

I noticed that during Good Friday, She was just 3.5 months ,

I was just about to nurse her when i saw the two white glitterings teeth,

I am so excited for sure, and feel very proud of her...

Charm-Charm,

always be my lovely and adorable lil' ones.. muahhh!!

Kisah berus gigi...

2010-04-11T22:51:00.000-07:00

I am in a hurry this morning,
I immediately entered the elevator that opens ...
I pressed the button of my office floor,
op! remember my office access card ... immediately pull it out fromn my handbags and .... tap!!
What sound is that??
I looked to the floor and saw my toothbrush... (kalau baru tidak apalah jugak!)

As if nothing happend, i grabbed it and put it back into my handbag,
...only two people inside the elevator but it's enough to embarras me!

and guess what? I was the last person who get out from the elevator....

What a Monday morning huargggg!!

Holy Thursday

2010-04-01T01:32:00.000-07:00

Is this a holy thing to see
In a rich and fruitful land,
Babes reduced to misery,
Fed with cold and usurious hand?

Is that trembling cry a song?
Can it be a song of joy?
And so many children poor?
It is a land of poverty!

And their sun does never shine,
And their fields are bleak and bare,
And their ways are filled with thorns:
It is eternal winter there.

For where'er the sun does shine,
And where'er the rain does fall,
Babes should never hunger there,
Nor poverty the mind appall.

William Blake, 1974

Happy Holy Thursday everyone...

My adorable lil' Charmaine

2010-03-31T00:19:00.000-07:00

Such of wonderful gift..
Such of beautiful creation..

The way she looks at me, her fingers, her hands, her eyes... I can't tell you how do i feel...

She was born on 11 Dec 09, this picture taken 3 days later

Almost one month..

She's one month, such of beautiful smile to start her day

Her baptism day at Church of Divine Mercy, 28 Feb 2010

She is 3 and half month, my lil' shaolin love to mumble with her own language

tell me about it :)

Undefined LOVE

2010-03-08T05:34:00.000-08:00

As promised, I'm back again :)

I am sick of the news of kids are being stepped, abused, raped and killed!
Don't they have the heart of sympathy, or at least considering that kids are innocent and fragile, they don't demands much stuff as we adults do...

I don't understand of those.. but I am impressed of these...

Onton and Memex sleep together...

This is my Onton...:-)

Their routine when we're at home

Sharing cheesecake... their favorite no. 1, at the back is Sarip, their visitor once in a while

Animals such as Onton & Memex do, they love each other and always wanted to be loved ... and we love them though they're just our pets :) Don't you?

Happy Birthday Hubby...

2010-03-01T23:37:00.000-08:00

Hubby is celebrating his 33rd birthday today, a bit sad because we can't have a big celebration for him. Tapi tidak apa, he is always happy being with her adorable daughter :) Furthermore he is the type of very simple, anything simple occasion can make him happy, siok kan?

o ya... i went missing for the past few months, ya i knew it! Bukan boring tapi sibuk mengusung perut... penat mo update blog...

Charmaine Elyza... that's her name, the greatest gift from the Above that i ever had.
Grrr... i am having server problem here, so i can't upload her photos...

More photos in my FB. Biasalah being a mom for the first time ni, the excitement sukar utk digambarkan hehe... and now, i will have so much stories to be shared, will be back again.

Rindu memblog...

2010-02-05T01:43:00.000-08:00

The last time i posted here was in sept... time flies so fast...

bah... kita sambung cerita karang ah...

Lost... may his soul rest in peace

2009-09-27T07:06:00.000-07:00

Apa rasanya bila kita kehilangan orang yang kita sayang?
Tiba-tiba dia tiada lagi ditengah-tengah kita...

My heart still cant' take it
But i know he is somewhere that more peaceful and no longer in pain..

May his soul rest in peace, Amen!

Miracles...

2009-07-15T02:27:00.000-07:00

Miracles happen without we plan or we expect it to happen,
And it's happened...

And i will always thank HIM for being there for me :)

Aren't their cute? no they're definitely not mine, as mine is coming soon...

Kesenyapan yang dibuat-buat...

2009-06-16T01:04:00.000-07:00

Bukannya apa... but has been very busy with study lately (kunun!)

well... i've a secret that i've been keeping all all these while, will burse it soon.

hmm... be back soon. with some updates and the status of...:)

Kisah sang monyet... something to ponder!

2009-05-06T22:54:00.000-07:00

I just feel like wanna share this to you... received this through email today:

KISAH SANG MONYET...

Maafkan saya kerana saya tidak bijak mengarang. Saya bukan penulis.Apa yang
saya ingin ceritakan pun hanyalah tetang monyet,haiwan yang sering jadi
bahan sendaan kita, bukannya tentang wang, saham, barang kemas,
kekasih yang jelita mahupun banglo besar.

Saya tidak bijak bercerita tentang itu.
Baru-baru ini saya ke Negeri Sembilan untuk mengunjungi rumah
seorang saudara.Sewaktu kereta melalui hutan rekreasi Hulu Bendul di Kuala Pilah,
nun di depan sana ,saya lihat ada sekumpulan monyet
mundar-mandir disisi jalan yang sibuk. Ia seperti terburu-buru untuk melintas.
Saya terus memandu dan sewaktu kereta semakin hampir,saya terkejut kerana
ada seekor monyet menggeletik di atas jalan. Ia baru dilanggar
salah sebuah kereta di hadapan saya. Pantas saya menekan brek dan
memperlahankan kereta.
Kereta semakin hampir dan dada ini berdebar apabila melihat monyet itu
terus menggelupur dan menghempas-hempas ke atas jalan. Kakinya
terketar-ketar. Di sisinya ada darah dan cebisan daging.
Tapi paling menyentak perasaan saya ialah apabila melihat perutnya
yang buncit itu terburai, dan dari celah luka besar itu tersembul
sesuatu berwarna kelabu. Tahukah pembaca, benda apakah yang saya lihat itu?
Benda kelabu itu adalah anak yang masih dalam kandungannya!
Pada ketika itu saya terasa tubuh ini menggeletar.
Saya pasti, si ibu monyet tadi akan
mati sebentar lagi. Begitu juga dengan anaknya,nyawanya
melayang sebelum sempat melihat wajah ibu.
Sebaik melintasinya, saya pandang cermin sisi dan belakang. Saya
nampak kawanan monyet tadi bercempera. Ia berlari-lari mendapatkan si ibu
tadi, tapi kemudian bertempiaran semula ke tepi jalan kerana hampir saja
dilanggar kenderaan yang lalu-lalang.
Mungkin kepada pembaca sekalian, apalah ada pada nyawa seekor
monyet.Ia hanya
monyet. Haiwan hodoh. Hidupnya di hutan, tidak setaraf dengan
manusiawi.Tapi tidak kepada saya. Pulang bercuti, saya terus catatkan
surat ini, kerana peristiwa yang saya sebutkan tadi sebenarnya telah
mengingatkan saya
kepada sebuah peristiwa yang berlaku pada awal 1990-an.
Ketika itu usia saya masih di awal 20-an. Hari itu, saya diajak
oleh seorang bapa saudara untuk memburu di hutan berhampiran rumah. Saya
bukanlah minat memburu, tapi daripada bosan terperap di rumah, saya
terima ajakan bapa saudara saya tadi.
Masih saya ingat, beberapa jam berburu,matahari pun sudah meninggi,
tapi tiada seekor haiwan pun melintas di hadapan kami. Pelanduk , napuh, rusa,
ayam hutan dan burung yang selalu berlegar di hutan itu,
seolah-olah bersembunyai jauh dari kami. Hutan itu sepi .
Saya bertambah rimas, pak cik pula saya lihat mula kecewa.
Hari kian beranjak petang, pak cik menepuk-nepuk senapang Relanya.
Kata pak cik,"Kita balik ajalah, hari ni tak ada apa-apa.Mungkin esok ada
habuan".
Kami berjalan pulang, tapi selang dua tiga puluh langkah, kami
terdengar suara riuh-rendah di sebalik pokok-pokok besar di hadapan kami.
Saya mengamati suara itu, ternyata ia datang dari sekawan monyet yang
sedang memakan buah-buah hutan.
Saya perhatikan pak cik begitu berminat memerhatikan haiwan itu.Di
bibirnya ada sebaris senyuman. Senyuman yang saya faham benar
maksudnya. Adakah pak cik hendak menembak monyet-monyet itu?
"Ha'a. Pak cik nak tembak ibunya, lepas tu pak cik nak ambil anaknya,
nanti boleh bela, " begitu jawapan pak cik.
Masih saya ingat juga, saya beberapa kali mendesak pak cik supaya
membatalkan hasratnya itu, tapi gagal. Saya gagal mengendurkan
niatnya.Tidakakan saya lupa kata-kata pak cik petang itu,
"daripada balik tangan kosong? "
lalu dia mengacukan senapangnya ke arah kawasan monyet tadi, dan ?

DAMMM!!!

Demi berdentum saja senapang, bercempera dan lintang-pukang monyet-
monyet tadi menyelamatkan diri. Hutan itu riuh dengan bunyi ranting patah
serta jerit pekik haiwan berkenaan.

BUUUPP!
Ada suatu benda yang jatuh ke tanah.

Saya terpandang seekor ibu monyet jatuh berdekatan kami. Saya dan
pak cik terus mendapatkannya. Dari perutnya bercucuran darah pekat.
Anaknya yang tidak mengerti apa-apa terlepas dari pelukan,tercampak
tidak jauh dari ibunya sambil menjerit-jerit.
Si ibu merengus-rengus memanggil anaknya dengan lemah.
Ia cuba bangun. Dengan besusah payah sambil tangannya mencapai
akar-akar pokok untuk mendekati anaknya. Sebelah tangan lagi menekap perut yang
masih berdarah.Ia berusaha melangkah tapi terjatuh semula. Digagahi lagi sambil
berguling-guling ke arah anaknya. Si anak yang baru pandai berjalan jatuh,
bangun mendapatkan ibunya.Si anak itu terus saja memeluk ibunya yang kesakitan.
Masih terbayang jelas di ingatan saya bagaimana si ibu monyet tadi memegang tubuh
dan menatap wajah anaknya puas-puas, kemudian dicium berkali-kali.
Setelah itu dibawa si anak ke dada lalu disuakan susunya.
Saya dan pak cik terdiam melihat si anak mengisap susu manakala
ibunya mengerang-ngerang perlahan seakan memujuk sambil menahan sakit.
Hati saya tersentuh. Betapa si anak yang baru melihat dunia tidak tahu
bahawa ibu tempat dia bermanja akan pergi buat selama-lamanya. Saya tidak
mampu menyelami fikiran ibu monyet tadi, tapi mungkin ia ingin memeluk
anaknya buat kali terakhir, sepuas-puasnya, kerana selepas ini ibu akan
pergi.Ibu tidak akan dapat memelukmu lagi apabila kau kesejukan, menyuap
mulutmu bila kau merengek kelaparan, juga melindungimu bila kau
kepanasan.Mata si ibu monyet itu memandang ke arah kami. Tangannya memeluk
erat si anak seolah-olah enggan melepaskannya, biarlah ia mati bersama
anaknya.Matanya saya lihat digenangi air, masih tidak lepas memandang kami
dengan pandangan sayu, mungkin ingin menyatakan betapa kejamnya
manusia.Dosa apakah yang aku lakukan hingga aku ditembak? Salahkah aku
bebas kesana ke mari di bumi indah ciptaan Allah ini? Tubuh ibu monyet itu
berlumuran darah, begitu juga dengan si anak yang masih di pelukannya.
Beberapa detik kemudian, dengan tenaga yang masih berbaki, kami lihat
si ibu mencium anaknya untuk ke sekian kalinya. Perlahan-lahan
tubuhnya terkulai ditanah, bisa penabur dari muncung senapang pak cik tadi
tidak dapat ditanggung lagi.

Si anak menjerit-jerit memanggil ibunya supaya bangun dan melarikan
diri dari situ, tapi si ibu sudah tidak bernyawa lagi. Puas menjerit, si
anak tadi menyusu semula.
Di saat itu perasaan saya terlalu sebak. Saya perhatikan pak cik,
dia beberapa kali menggetap bibir cuba menahan air matanya daripada
tumpah ke pipi.
Tapi bila melihat si anak monyet tadi menjerit dan menggoncang- goncang
tubuh ibunya, akhirnya air mata kami tumpah juga. Saya betul-betul
kesal dengan apa yang berlaku.
Susana sunyi kembali. Si anak monyet itu kami rangkul dan bawa
pulang. Biarpun ia terus menjerit-jerit dan enggan berpisah dengan ibunya
yang telah mati.

Di dalam kereta saya hanya mendiamkan diri. Begitu juga pak cik.

Pada ketika itu saya dapat merasakan betapa kejamnya kami kerana
membunuh satu nyawa yang tidak berdosa. Biarpun monyet itu hanya haiwan yang
hodoh,tapi mereka juga ada perasaan, ada rasa kasih kepada anak,
rasa sayang kepada ibu. Tapi kita manusia??
Mana hilangnya akal waras kami?
Selang dua minggu kemudian, anak monyet tadi mengikut jejak ibunya.
Pak cik memberitahu saya, anak monyet itu tidak mahu makan dan asyik
menjerit-jerit sahaja. Mungkin ia rindukan ibunya. Apabila malam,
keadaannya bertambah teruk, dan akhirnya mati.

Kini saya sudah bekerja dan berumah tangga. Peristiwa tadi sudah
saya ceritakan kepada anak dan isteri saya agar mereka mengerti bahawa
haiwan juga punya perasaan. Yang kejam adalah manusia, walaupun kitalah
satu-satunya makhluk yang Tuhan anugerahkan akal fikiran.
Tidak lupa saya memberitahu mereka betapa agung dan sucinya kasih
sayang ibu.

haiwan juga makhluk hidup yang punya perasaan...
Why must we make a decision for them to live or not??

My "Today"

2009-04-21T00:10:00.000-07:00

Today is my beautiful day,
I thanked God the Father Almighty for this wonderful day,
I thanked Jesus for the grace showered upon me,
I thanked Holy Spirits for the solemn intuition that they brought to me...

Today is history,
Today has made my day,
...and awaiting for more "today" to come,

Happiness cant' be counted,
Joyful is hardly measured,

Will share to you people when the time permit :)

...Today

2009-04-19T19:16:00.000-07:00

...Today

The feelings wasn't that nice,
Sad maybe, disappointed yes, lost? probably...
Frustration, exactly!

Despite for all these feelings,
I knew that...
I still need them to color my life,
... but today is not my perfect day,
All sadden me, just because of that incident... it's just that...

...Today, will be replaced another "Today" tomorrow,
I hope, I prayer for my tomorrow's "Today" would shine me,
... If not, then I'll wait for another "Today"..

Lelaki Ini

2009-04-09T01:33:00.000-07:00

It is a special day, there is a special treatment, furthermore today is Holy Thursday.

My Sayang Inon, i dedicated this song to myself... by imagining that this song is actually from you. I hope you will read this post ... and here we goes dear, "Lelaki Ini" by Anuar Zain.

Kasih, kenanganku
Ingatkah saat saat dulu
Kasih, apakah dirimu
Merasakan semua itu

Ke mana pun langkahku pergi
Ku masih melihat bayanganmu cintaku
Dan kemana pun arah anginku berlari
Hati ini masih kau miliki

Lelaki ini yang selalu mencintamu
Selalu, tanpa ragu
Lelaki ini yang selalu memuja
Hanya dirimu
Yang bertakhta dalam sanubariku
Sanubari ku
Aku yang mencintakan mu
Hanya dirimu…

Karena cintaku, tak berbatas waktu
Karena cintaku, tak mengenal jenuh hatimu
Hatimu…

I just back from a Luncheon with Anuar Zain in Sime Darby Convention Centre. That's where I learned about this song. Few of my colleagus and I had a good time, we enjoyed the foods - marvelous and the entertainment , thanks to our bosses for the "time-off" perhaps... he he.

...perhaps, sometime i do realise about my wonderful life, no matter how it goes, no matter how cruel it is, but life still have to goes on. And married life also gifted actually. It's not how long it will last, but how much you endure and appreciate it. No regrets, no blaming and no turning back... God is ahead us, just remember that :)

I love my life, though it's unfair and being cruel sometime, but i do believe in my faith, as faith never tell lies to me.

This song, "Lelaki Ini" is a very nice song... listen to your ear, mean it to your heart.. Have a good day everyone!

My Little Angel

2009-04-06T22:52:00.000-07:00

My morning wasn't that great today.

I did my pregnancy test every 2 weeks and this morning was the third time. It's negative anyway.

But my stomach is keep on giving me this weird pain and it's bloated as if i am 3-month pregnant. So I decided sent this sms to my boss.

"Good morning boss, I'll be late today as I need to do check up. Masalah wanita."

... As I entered Klinik Soraya, I don't know how to ask the nurse at the counter, so i just threw her a face and asked, "Excuse me, di sini ada buat papsmear ka?" She nodded and asked for my IC. I handed her my IC and she gave me a small card which written "13"... okay, my number is 13 and i waited patiently at one corner, killing my time by reading "PS I love you...".

When my number being called, my heart was dug dag dug dag again, what should i ask? Then i just let it be. The doctor was so welcoming and i felt so comfortable talking to her, i told her everything about my "masalah wanita"... we did ultrasound and finally it's confirmed that............... I am actually ok but having hormone inbalance...huh? To make it short, this problem has to be solved in order for me to consive. I hate medication, but I have too this time thou... to continue my generation :-)

... A bit relief now, the doctor advised me to take the medication continuosly at least for 6 months from now. I am praying hard again for this, especially for this Holy Week. May Lord grant us with peace and grace. May God will give us my Little Angel soon. May my Little Angel will grow up and be a good servant to HIM. Amen.

Feelings?

2009-04-02T00:31:00.000-07:00

Something to ponder today...

Picture 1
Swallows: Here his wife is injured and the condition is fatal. She was hit by a car as she swooped low across the road.

Picture 2
Here he brought her food and attended to her with love and compassion.

Picture 3
He brought her food again but was shocked to find her dead. He tried to move her, a rarely-seen effort for swallows!

Picture 4
Aware that his sweetheart is dead and will never come back to him again, he cries with adoring love.

Picture 5
He stood beside her, saddened of her death.

Picture 6
Finally aware that she would never return to him, he stood beside her body with sadness and sorrow.

... and the same resource also stated that

Millions of people cried after watching this picture in America and Europe and even in India. It is said that the photographer sold these pictures for a nominal fee to the most famous newspaper in France. (Darn &*#@, if i was the one who took these photos, i rather go and place the female bird to a safe place...)

All copies of that; newspaper were sold out on the day these pictures were published. (So what? You also contributed for the death!)

This is truly from me

... Who said animals have no brain to think, to feel, to love, to care, to endure...
now tell me people, as i can feel my heart in tears ... Onton and Max, I really miss you both now :-(

I am learning bah

2009-03-30T20:40:00.000-07:00

At times, I feel very down and disappointed... i dunno why but it's normal when we feel that people do not appreciate us as we do. Nevermind, life is worth to live kan. Sometime, we think that we have done our level best to help people... ended with 'sakit hati' when people reacted with their 'muka seposen' and 'one kind' of attitude. It's happen so often in life and... We keep praying and hoping for miracles coming into our life, what is life actually if we still hoping for the miracles to happen? Miracles are taking place in so many ways without we realise it kan?? kan?

Feeling down and tired in life is normal to me, especially when my feeling is disturbed. Just like today, hua hua hua...

...and suddenly somebody popped out an email to me... like wise, it's worth to read and i am touched again...sob sob sob.... macam2 hal bah di dunia ni kan, but still there is a lesson to be slipped into our heart...

nah cuba mai' baca ni...

The girl in the picture is Katie Kirkpatrick, she is 21 . Next to her, her fiancé, Nick, 23.
The picture was taken shortly before their wedding ceremony, held on January 11, 2005 in the US.

Katie has terminal cancer and spend hours a day receiving medication.
In the picture, Nick is waiting for her on one of the many sessions of quimo to end.

In spite of all the pain, organ failures, and morphine shots, Katie is going along with her wedding and took care of every detail. The dress had to be adjusted a few times due to her constant weight loss.

An unusual accessory at the party was the oxygen tube that katie used throughout the ceremony and reception as well.

The other couple in the picture are Nick's parents. Excited to see her son marrying his high school sweetheart.

Katie, in her wheelchair with the oxygen tube , listening to a song from her husband and friends

At the reception, katie had to take a few rests.The pain does not allow her to stand up for long periods.

(Oh my... this is sad i tell you...) Katie died five days after her wedding day. Watching a woman so ill and weak getting married and with a smile on her face makes us think..... Happiness is reachable, no matter how long it last. We should stop making our lives complicated. (iya bah kan...)

Life is short
Break the rules
forgive quickly
kiss passionately, love truly
laugh constantly
And never stop smiling
no matter how strange life is
Life is not always the party we expected to be
but as long as we are here, we should smile and be grateful.

All of us take our life for granted. We don’t appreciate the person that is with us now instead we search for someone & something else that will never stay forever with us.
By the time we regret & realize, it’s too late… It’s all gone…

LIFE is just not living it, it’s ENDURING it……

...mmbah... semangat sudah balik ni :) and I am still learning. How abt u?

"I need a home", says 11 Copies

2009-03-27T00:59:00.000-07:00

This message was pasted from my office email, written by Nadiah:

"Without you, this little puppy may not have had a second chance.

In the last 48 hours or so, we've managed to collect close to RM 2000 together. Thanks to your help and collective effort, 11 Copies was sent for surgery on Monday and alhamdulillah pulled through!

The picture below was taken a few hours after the surgery. She was recuperating in the O2 incubator. Last night, I went to visit her and was happy to note that she's doing much better and has since been transferred to the normal cage/ 'ward' .

Despite her pain, she's still in high spirits and showed good appetite. 11 Copies has one more operation to go. This time, to fix her broken leg. We've been in contact with several vets to date. Some have volunteered to help subsidise part of the surgery cost. We're waiting for her condition to stabilise a bit more and we hope to transfer her to another vet that will help to do the second surgery for less.

Potential adoptive 'parents' are most welcome! Anyone contemplating on adopting this little puppy once she's recovered should contact myself or Yee Pheng for more details. We're sifting through to find the best home for her :) "

So ppl, would you like to have her as your baby? She is adorable and really in need...

"11 Copies" A Homeless Puppy

2009-03-24T18:25:00.000-07:00

A colleague of us, Nadiah found this homeless puppy at the back of our office building. With a help from another chinese colleague, they managed to put him inside a box and sent him to animal medical centre for treatment. But the treatment is too costly...

This morning, they sent us a flyer, not only to me but i think everybody in Wisma Sime Darby lol :)

Nadiah, is a muslim and she has such of beautiful heart. She is always being kind hearted and a thoughtful lady. I really salute her for her being herself. Can you imagine how a muslim lady like her have the courage to save a homeless puppy and place him in Animal Medical Centre? and not only that, she even came out with an idea to raise fund to help "11 Copies".

And the name of "11 Copies" also given by her, where did she got that? Its actually written on the box where they used to carry him to Animal Medical Centre, they had no idea until they saw those words he he... thinking of visiting 11 Copies, but surely i ended up with bringing him home soon... Hubby oh Hubby, can we have another puppy for adoption?

Especially to people who are about to get married

2009-03-23T19:34:00.000-07:00

#CASE 1
Getting married is like going to a restaurant with friends. You order what you want, then when you see what the other fellow has, you wish you had ordered that.

#CASE 2
At the cocktail party, one woman said to another, "Aren't you wearing your wedding ring on the wrong finger??" The other replied, "Yes, I am. I married the wrong man."

#CASE 3
Before a man is married, he is incomplete. Then when he is married, he is finished.

#CASE 4
Marriage is an institution in which a man losses his bachelor's degree and the woman gets her master's status.

#CASE 5
A little boy asked his father, "Daddy, how much does it cost to get married??" And the father replied, "I don't know son, I'm
still paying for it."

#CASE 6
Young son : "Is it true, Dad, I heard that in some parts of Africa, a man doesn't know his wife until he marries her?"
Dad : "That happens in most countries son."

#CASE 7
Then there was a man who said, "I never knew what real happiness was until I got married, and then it was too late."

#CASE 8
A happy marriage is a matter of give and take; the husband gives and the wife takes

#CASE 9
When a newly married man looks happy, we know why. But when a ten-year married man looks happy, we wonder why. Affair ?

#CASE 10
In the first year of marriage, the man speaks and the woman listens. In the second year, the woman speaks and the man listens. In the third year, they both speak and the neighbors listen.

#CASE 11
After a quarrel, a wife said to her husband, "You know, I was a fool when I married you." And the Husband replied, "Yes, dear, but I was in love and didn't notice it."

#CASE 12
A man inserted an 'ad' in the classified : "Wife wanted". The next day, he received hundreds letters.. They all said the same thing "You can have mine."

#CASE 13
When a man opens the door of his car for his wife, you can be sure of one thing : either the car is new or his wife is new.

#CASE 14
A woman was telling her friend : "It is I who made my husband a millionaire. "
"And what was he before you married him?" the friend asked. The woman replied, "A Billionaire."

Semuanya nampak mcm perempuan ni teruk kan? Jahat betul siapa yang mencipta semua ni, nmpk sangat dia tidak bahagia he he...

My Apologies

2009-03-21T03:19:00.000-07:00

Saya memang a bit sakit hati today.

Somebody SMSed this morning ... misunderstood me and it's hurted me.
I got shocked... replied him... explained to him... I did my level best...
But still, I felt uneasy and I blast him... at the same time, i did sent my apologies.

Well, he claimed he helped me, trusted me but ended by not returning his "stuff".
How do i know about the stuff was not being returned to him because he never reminded me on that and I thought, he has gotten that "stuff".

Well being me, my anger wont last for long, I ended by being guilty to him... hope this incident wont break our friendship.

Fate is great, all the time

2009-03-19T01:23:00.000-07:00

Not many things happen in our office today, nothing to be rushed, quite calm... how i wish the environment will be the same forever he he...

And I've my leisure time (pssttt... masa lunch time tau!) browsing internet, reading articles, try to look for some inspiring quotes... i like inspiring quotes, one word could represent lots of meaning.. i always comfort myself by reading quotes, and i have collection of my favorite quotes. Let me share these to you :) Jeng.. jeng... jeng... Hubby, I love you Sayang, and if you happen to read all these, no! I am not walking backward along my memory lane again... I know you know bah kan :)

This is one of my favorite quote, I've a very close chemistry with this quote, trust me buddy it's really works in my life! Somebody has approached my heart before and I do loved him thou, i can say that was my first love and we been together for quite a long period, but "fate" shocked me and we separated, I did ask God "Why this happened to me? Am I not good enough for him? Am I really cruel? I love him with all my heart and this is unfair to me..." I cried for so many days and nights, then I found this quote and I decided to... and finally I married to "My Man" :) God is great!

It's hurt when somebody hurts your feeling, more hurts when it's came from somebody that you loved the most! I try to be humble at least to myself, forgive my self and slowly forgive that person, it's true that forgiveness is very weird, but when you managed to do it, the peace will blossom in your heart, that what happened to me when my heart decided to forgive that "Somebody"... again God is great!

I strongly believes this... Bible quotes always make me awake, it's really beautiful kan:)

Everybody is looking for happiness kan... yea who is not! I have been in my hopeless land before, landed there for quite sometime and try to look on my own happiness until i feel very tired and more hopeless, but slowly I left my comfort zone and i found my happiness somewhere else, well it's actually very near to me, it's just that i didn't notice he he... what to say huh... other than God is really great!

Ya it's true, who can guarantee us tomorrow? As a human being, I face many characters of people in life, some i like and some i just ignore, hmm biasalah tu kan manusia, but if I happen to have the Aladdin magic lamp, I'll ask for a heart with full of love, just like Mother Theresa...

In the end, love is everything in life, and fate is the decision that we never have the chance say NO. Always, fate is bringing us somewhere that we hardly understand why. So turn to somebody that next to you, give a big smile to him/her, they might be wondering why, but you've already did something that make you happy :)

Enjoy your moments and live to the fullest:)

When things go wrong

2009-03-14T01:17:00.000-07:00

I am in class and Prof Musa is doing his lecture, sambil-sambil checking my mails, and i got this email from my classmate Suba, which really touched me, here it goes...

When things go wrong, When sadness fills your heart, When tears flow in your eyes,
Just let me know,
I want to be there for you, because.....

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My uncle is Selling Tissue Paper.

Buy 1, Get 1 Free...

he he... thanks Suba for making my day, well the moral of the story is, what ever problem we are facing on, there is a solution for it.. kan kan???

Kg Botung, Penampang

2009-03-10T20:22:00.000-07:00

You know what i have missed the most in my life? My quality time with my family... that's the exact answer. I thought my recent wedding reception will create more spaces for us but... terlampau la sibuk and we hardly sit and minum kupi sama mcm dulu-dulu...

yeah technology could connect but not as close as meeting face-to-face kan... mo buat video conferencing ka? atukoi.... orang tua mo sms pun terkial-kial... salah hantar lepas tu panik sendiri lol...

mcm siok pula di kampung... KK pun byk perubahan... tdk habis jalan lagi suda kena balik KL... i am being homesick now hua hua hua... sekarang ni saya cuba bayangkan, saya balik rumah and buat kupi, lepas tu main sama anak buah... he he

Hujan emas di negeri orang,
Hujan batu di negeri sendiri...
Lebih baik di negeri???
...hmmm Mcm sa rasa mo kasi taruh tu batu di negeri orang gia ni...

ANGAN + KHAYALAN = IMPIAN

2009-03-10T01:12:00.000-07:00

I am down with fever for the past 3 days and now I am losing my voice. Still, I go to work and do my work quietly. But when my phone rang, i am thinking twice to answer... apa tidak, i kind of shouting over the phone but ppl are still couldn't hear clearly. menderita sengsara bercakap tapi org kasi ketawa lagi bah... mulau! ketulahan baru tau!

Time sakit-sakit mcm ni, banyak angan2x di kepala he he.... kasi senang hati saja bah... but I loves to dream a lot, it's will make me feel better after that, now i am thinking of Onton and her new look! OH i should post her latest look, very tiny and skinny suda our Onton, we sent her for grooming yesterday. I miss her now... though she buang tabiat and "cicis" on our bed sheet last nite.

Fuh... we are planning to setup our catering business very soon. Since my bro and sis are very good in cooking, why don't i manipulate their expertise right? and i will call u guys for food testing and call me anytime when you need food lol... hubby suggested for us to register a small company and i did went to SSM (the mall) to get a registration from, but the "kakak" counter said "kalau mau buka di KK kena pergi register di sana. KK ada secretariat sendiri la dik" alalalalala.... jauh la pulak mo balik kk ni only for business registration... well i am trying to get my cousin's help to settle this.

I hv been working for almost 10 years... thinking of building another career path for future investment. Hubby works in hotel line for almost 11 years and i know he can help me further on my dreams. **crossed my finger**

And, prayer is a must for me, as in every path that i look into, in every journey that i choose, God is ahead me and i pray for HIM always be there for me.

Semoga angan-angan ini akan menjadi satu kejayaan. You go Ajie! (sendiri-sendirila kasi semangat... seperti biasa)

It's sweet though it's bitter

2009-03-05T18:27:00.000-08:00

It's good to be back again... i hv been trying to post my moments while in kampung but the poor internet connection was really bad...slow... well it's ok!

Everything is done.

But of course nobody is perfect, though we're hoping for the best but God always has another plan.. Thank you for family & friends who're there helping us day and nite... really appreciate your efforts, sweats, thoughts, love, passion etc etc... only God knows how is our feelings now:) sob..sob..

I was browsing my photos from http://bennyliew.com and i was really impressed ... it's lovely, thanks Benny for the great job done! Awaiting for the rest to be edited...

And... not to forget, we had double celebration, happy birthday to my beloved hubby, Melvin a.k.a Inon.

My dear hubby, thank you for always being here and there for me, may Jesus will always bless your heart and shower you with HIS grace, I will always loves you. I am sorry for what I am, and I promise to always keep a space in my heart to love you, to think of you, for now and forever.

Thank you Aines for this lovely cake, hubby smiled when he saw his beloved Onton's face on top of it... i feel happy tho :) his happiness is mine tho :)

ada lagi....

Hubby birthday falls on the same date with my sister, Connie.... happy birthday Sis, jgn lagi jajal kio... nah this cake is for her he he... she is tukang masak in so this cake is suit her... again, thank you very much Aines.

ahhh.... for the past one week, too many memories, all are sweet though it's bitter when it's happened for the first time, but when we looked into it again, it's a lesson actually, therefore memories are always sweet....

Wedding Invites

2009-02-20T01:20:00.001-08:00

The day is getting near, and we would like to extend this invitation to you who has lost touch with us for all this while, if you happen to read this, pls come for "aramai tii". Especially for Hombidai & Kidut:-)

Thank you to all our friends and family, who have given all them self to make this event to a success one. Much loves and hugs from Ajie & Inon. We hope to see you next week ya.

Menghitung hari...

2009-02-16T00:54:00.000-08:00

12 days more to go until the date of 28th Feb to come.
I am not sure if I am being excited to have my wedding reception in KK, i really dont' know. But as to date, the date of our reception in KK is confirmed.

You might be wondering why?

I had the same feelings before my holy matrimony back in 08.08.08. I get scared sometimes and feel lost most of the time, he he. Lotsa things in my list & in my mind... garu-garu kepala but still tidak gatal.

Me and hubby choose to tie knot on a very auspicious date last year, 08.08.08. And believe it or not, we're the only couple had the ceremony in CDM, Shah Alam, on that particular month :-) Yes, both of us are Sabahan but why we had it here? Because of the sweet memories, and our first meeting also happened in CDM, Shah Alam, its a beautiful church i tell ya!

After 6 months then only we gonna have our reception in KK. Why? the reason being is... I cant leave my weekly classes and the reception preparation also have to be taken seriously. So i choose to have it during my semester break, which is next week. But why the date came so fast? kuang kuang kuang...

fikiran tidak tentu lagi ni, preparation so far ok but i still feel bagagar ni... mcm mana ah?

I am praying hard for this. If you happen to read my blog, please say a prayer for us also kio...
and for those happen to be our friends, family or pals, pls feel free to come to our reception on Sat, 28th Feb 2009 at 6.30pm. Venue is Dewan KDCA, Penampang.

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5 marks or countless marks??

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jangan baca kalau tidak mau terkena

JPN or LHDN

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yummy saliva